What is kundalini Energy? Unless you have had a lucid dream or unless you have awakened in the middle of the night with an out of body experience it’s hard to understand exactly what a kundalini activation feels like.
I have had several kundalini experiences and MOST of them were non sensual in nature. I do have good memories of a rather soothing kundalini activation right after I received a good sports massage that was not sensual at all but rather healing. After my therapist left the room I received warm, soothing vibrations of gentle electricity along each of my vertabrae. I was unable to move my limbs or even open my eyes. I heard a gentle humming vibration buzzing and sounds in the room became muffled. I was a bit scared but realized it was me. My own energy was surging and I just had to go with it and relax without being scared and without judging. I must admit it is a bit scary when you feel your limbs are going numb or tingling but if you simply allow the energy to flow it can be revitalizing, uplifting or emotional. You might find yourself especially raw or over emotional for a day or two afterwards so I am not saying it’s fuzzy and cotton candy enjoyable. Sometimes a kundalini awakening is raw and jagged and jarring. You feel like you are becoming more irritable but if you see it as a process or a building block towards enlightenment then it is a trip worth taking and it is completely organic in nature.
During tantra we breathe a lot together. In fact during a session I will often take a moment to breathe deeply into my heart so I can activate my heart more fully and give more of my heart energy to my guest. I will encourage my guest to breathe fully so that energy is not just trapped in one chakra or space but circulates everywhere.
Last night I felt a more intimidating activation that was more forceful in nature. I was awakened from a lucid dream to a “back massage” and my spinal column felt as if there was a hand held back massage machine going over each area of my spinal column. By the time the vibration hit between my shoulder blades I even felt my heart palpitating! Obviously the kundalini energy I was storing these past few months was released and the energy was deeply felt by me to the point where my own heart chakra was being awakened and healed.
If you think Tantra massage and Tantra yoga is for “entertainment” purposes only then think twice. If you think you are ready to be awakened and make progressive baby steps towards becoming more spiritually and physically alive and awakened then tantra is a viable tool that will allow you to let go of what you don’t need. You will find that your priorities are changing and you will find yourself being more open to engaging in new activities and new routines or people and places.
Because kundalini energies can express themselves differently depending upon your energy level and where you are right now you can expect that your own sensitivities will be much different from mine because you are unique and my journey is not yours. I can only promise you that you will eventually be able to have a “safe” kundalini activation when the time is right for you for you to receive YOUR OWN unique ENERGIES.
If you feel ready to begin your first tantra healing with me I can be reached at (312) 339-7707. I strongly advise you to combine tantra massage, tantra kundalini yoga, white tantra and reiki together so that you feel more benefits. You will potentially become more open minded and less fearful of trying new ways of being and existing. You will definitely become more aware of your body and potentially become more in tune or psychic. I am open to working with you in tiny baby steps or you can explore a full day of tantra with me and learn all the basics in one day.
Sensual Muse Diana of http://www.tantrabutterfly.com