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Chicago Tantra Summer of 2020

Well hello and I hope everyone here is having a beautiful evening! It’s been a series of strange events in our city starting with our enforcement of Stay put Stay at Home orders. Most of us actually stayed active and useful during these times; especially if you are a professional driver, grocery store clerk, nurse and private restaurant owner fulfilling take out orders.

I spent this time blogging to keep my mind hopeful and active and I did work with a handful of old clients from my past, repeat clientele whom I consider “family” and a few very loving, open and sensitive new guests who trusted me implicitly.

I must say I truly miss going to the movies because cinema is a form of deep relaxation for me not just a source of entertainment. I truly miss meeting all the new business people and tourists who visited our city each month to participate in Medical conventions, IT conventions, furniture shows and other important events that took place weekly in Chicago.

I miss receiving calls from visitors from all over the world who know exactly what tantra is and entrusted me with their sacred energy for hours at a time. I miss bringing my essential oils to their private hotel rooms then afterwards relaxing at the Hotel Intercontinental to enjoy a cheeseboard and charcuterie board after a long day of working with tourists and business professionals.

I miss the vibrancy of our city during the summer season and the block party festivals such as an annual art festival that takes place on wells street. I miss getting henna at the art booths and browsing for art, jewelry or crystals.

I also miss Chicago’s farmers markets and purchasing fresh flowers, baked goods and fresh fruit from local organic farmers each weekend.

I miss going to Lincoln Square and enjoying the weekend farmer’s markets where I could purchase Italian flatbread or wild blueberries. After the farmer’s market I’d take a seat outside at Cafe Selmarie and order an iced chai and a slice of pastry or European torte while people watching. After people watching and enjoying the fresh air I’d go to the Music box theater to enjoy a Midnight movie like The Shining or a unique art house independent horror film.

I’m sure no one here in Chicago, Illinois anticipated this long, overdrawn extended stay at home order. At first we were advised that beauty salons, nail salons, restaurants and movie theaters would probably reopen sometime in April. April of course came to an end and here we are now still living in a city that’s practically shut down completely especially after a looting took place two weeks ago that destroyed many private, small mom and pop businesses and larger chains such as Macy’s and a few Walgreens locations.

I’m deeply disappointed with how our political figures decided to handle the quarantine in black and white regulations rather than shades of grey.

I had so many creative ideas how we could have allowed most of our businesses to flourish during our quarantine by simply having these stores and nail salons accept advanced deposits for services rendered and advanced reservations. If you knew you could have a special dining experience in advance with proper sterilization of your table before you even arrived I’m sure you would have been delighted to comply knowing your favorite waitstaff would successfully remain gainfully employed.

Everything in Chicago could have continued to flourish and remain open with advanced planning especially movie theaters. For instance let’s say you wish to see a movie tomorrow and you have the opportunity to look at the seating online. Certain seats would be crossed off to prevent overcrowding of the theater so now it’s only half full; but at least the theaters are still open!

I’m not a politician nor am I a business person. But I do have enough common sense to know that isolating everyone from one another and doing a hard close with certain businesses is too extreme and completely unnecessary.

These are my opinions and I had to share them here because I’m truly disappointed to see so many of our most favorite businesses have closed their doors permanently and we still aren’t allowed to enjoy the arts; yet it’s already mid June!

We can’t live our life in a self contained, overly sanitized bubble. These bubbles are only an illusion of safety and do not build our immunity.

Let’s just say I’m here for you with welcoming arms! Since 2012 I hadn’t raised most of the rates on my website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com because I want my services to be affordable to most people. I just recently raised some of my rates in order to keep up with the current price of tantra services from my competitors here in Chicago; but I’m always willing and open to meeting people in the middle with their goals and budgets because I absolutely love what I do and I believe in the healing aspects of sensual massage and alternative medicine.

I’m healthy and keeping myself active getting as much fresh air and sunlight as I possibly can. I’d love to help you on your journey to good health, immunity boosting sessions and nurturing touch.

Goddess Diana http://www.tantrabutterfly.com

I’m praying our city will open fully soon! We only get four blissful months of summer and I’m sure everyone will agree that we miss patio dining, art festivals, music festivals and independent film festivals.

Let’s all visualize this city reopening its doors and invite art, beauty and conventions back into our city before the end of summer. So many people need a sense of community and hopefulness to return soon. There may never be a “perfect ” time to reopen so why are we wasting precious time waiting and watching for a “sign”?

How about this for a “Sign”; I’m open and I open my heart to receiving new and old guests who are desirous of healing, nurturing touch. I’m open to working with people seeking chakra balancing, reiki, sound therapy, aromatherapy, deep tissue massage, bathing ceremonies, chanting, tantra yoga, kundalini activation and sensual sacred touch.

I’m here to serve anyone or any couple seeking a multi hour journey of sensory delights, creative visualization and inner calm. I’m available seven days a week to empower, captivate, align, nurture and heal anyone seeking a soothing half or full day of blissful escape.

Please introduce yourself to me via email at

Tantragoddessdiana@gmail.com

Butterflyshadows@aol.com or call me directly via my cellular phone at 312 339 7707

Tell me your goals and your budget. Be honest about everything you’re dying to experience even if it’s just pure relaxation therapy.

Goddess Diana http://www.tantrabutterfly.com

Chicago tantra Goddess explains the true meaning of tantra yoga

The true purpose of exploring tantra yoga is to expand consciousness and learn how to use your heart and your latent kundalini energy as a healing medicinal tool.

We all have the ability to be more compassionate and open to receiving and giving unconditional love.

I will teach you how to be more open and yet I will also help you delineate and establish healthy boundaries between you and your partner.

As you grow within you realize how complete you already are. You are your own soulmate and you accept yourself completely for all your flaws and past choices. You learn to move on with grave and forgive yourself.

Please join me soon while I am still residing in the city of Chicago. Take advantage of my healing services and create more opportunities for spiritual growth that will enhance your creativity, your emotional well being and your intuition.

Goddess Diana http://www.tantrabutterfly.com
Www.goddessdianatantrabutterfly.com

You are encouraged to subscribe to my YouTube channel at TANTRA BUTTERFLY

If you are committed to trying one of my tantra ceremonies you may call me directly at 312 339 7707 and or write me an email at
Tantragoddessdiana@gmail.com or
Butterflyshadows@aol.com

Goddess Diana
Certified Tantra Master & Tantra Educator
Usui Reiki Master
Certified in Pranic Healing
Aromatherapist
Couples Tantra instructor
Sound Healer
Certified Hot Stone therapist
Creative Muse and Guide
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Long distance healer

Please be advised I do require all my potential new students of tantra to be completely transparent about who they are and what they are seeking.  I am NOT an escort and yes I have had formal training in alternative healing, Usui Reiki, chakra balancing, sound healing, massage and tantra yoga.

You will be required to share your legal name with me and your professional profile with me prior to any tantra ceremony.  You can include a bit of background information on yourself and a few goals including the budget and timeframe you wish to work within.  I honor all genders and races but I only choose to work with a select few of responsible and respectful individuals that understand tantra yoga is primarily about spiritual expansion, personal growth, healing and safe boundaries.

I come from a place of deep respect when I connect with your energies and I wish to attract like minded Beings who want to flourish, prosper and wish to learn how to touch their partner with respect and unconditional love.

You are always welcome to Subscribe to my YOUTUBE channel by searching for Tantra Butterfly.  You may show your support by liking my pages on Facebook

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You may also find me on Twitter and Instagram just click directly to my main website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com and follow the links.

Act NOW if you are desirous of a healing tantra ceremony with me here in Chicago because I do love to travel and I’m here to serve you while I’m physically here to do so!

 

Chicago tantra massage by Goddess Diana

Good evening!

I felt inspired to write on my blog this evening because I’m trying to attract certain types of energies and potential new cliebts to my offerings and unique skillset.

If you are seeking an Escort service kindly leave my blog or you are welcome to continue reading knowing that I’m not offering escort services nor am I a Tantra Courtesan or even a Sexual Surrogate.

I’m not interested in offering up my body to random strangers for a set price; nor am I a poor man’s substitute for people seeking a traditional escort service.  I’m not a professional prostitute because I don’t enjoy the act of sexual intercourse with anyone unless I feel a deep chemical attraction and or soulmate connection with that individual.

If you are seeking Usui Reiki,  sensual massage, bodywork, energy healing, cuddle therapy, lomi lomi massage, aromatherapy, yoga, meditation, visualization, and traditional tantra massage then I’m the perfect fit for your heart healing needs.

When you decide to contract my services you are doing so because of your strong desire to receive heart nurturing touch.  I also have enthusiasm for any individual seeking Goddess worship sessions which is the art of opening up a woman’s body and sensual energy to Sacred sensuality.

If I feel you aren’t coming from a place of knowledge or sincerity I might initiate you by solely working on your sensual energy first so you may experience what it’s like to be a receiver of Kundalini Shakti. My opinion is that you must feel comfortable receiving energy prior to learning how to be a give of sensual pleasure.

If I feel you are ready for the advanced Goddess honoring ceremonies then I strongly advise you to schedule a full 3 hour ceremony with me and the prices quoted on my website strictly for Goddess Worship will be set in stone and never offered at a discounted price because I’m using and offering up my body as a model in order to properly teach you a skill you can use with your partner forever.  These sessions and services must be respected and you will learn more about the Divine Feminine as I guide you into the art of serving the Goddess.  The Goddess Worship session isn’t about you nor is my body used for your personal pleasure.  Goddess ceremonies are for men seeking a greater understanding of healing a woman using sacred and intentional touch.  If you decide to contract me for Goddess Worship you will be guided and instructed on breath, reiki, eye gazing and yoni healing.  These sessions are for people who are emotionally mature and who have a desire to be selfless for their lovers.

When you contact me please understand I’m primarily a trained yogini and empath. I am highly skilled with sound healing, opening up chakras  and  I am very adept at activating your kundalini Shakti or sleeping serpent. I pride myself at understanding the subtle intricacies of your physical and energetic bodies and I truly enjoy setting up Sacred Space so that we can both co create something beautiful and memorable together.

My tantra massage sessions are currently held in slSchaumburg, Illinois and Chicago.  During our time together I will conscoously activate, soothe and electrify you.  My desire is to bring you waves of bliss and full body euphoria that will replenish and restore your sense of humor and inner peace.

When you read my website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com I hope you will decide to take the plunge and put your complete trust in me.  Please ask me about full or half day tantra spa retreats and or couples tantra if you are married but need a boost.

I’m available for sponsorship to your home city within the United States or you may schedule a paid phone consultation with me to discuss the possibilities of a future tantra ceremony with me exclusively.Tantra is a valid form of yoga and helps alleviate chronic pain, insomnia and depression.

Tantra massage and tantra yoga is a valid form of energy work if you take it seriously and practice it daily.

Sessions can last 90 minutes in length up to a full day and I can bring the session to you or we can set up the ceremony at a beautiful spa space with a deposit and a firm date.

You are encouraged to call me if these services interest you and if you feel emotionally prepared for the journey.

I’m a licensed tantra educator and reiki master and I have been formally trained in many massage modalities including energy work and chakra balancing.

If you feel more comfortable introducing yourself via email contact me here ~>
Tantragoddessdiana@gmail.com
Butterflyshadows@aol.com

Be honest about your budget, goals and time constraints. DO NOT request my most expensive sessions at a deep discount. I do my best to provide new clients some leeway with sliding fees scale options but Couples tantra and Goddess Worship sessions are never offered at a discounted price.

If you need me to appoint a space for our session to take place an advanced deposit is always required prior to our ceremony ( no exceptions ).  If your deposit isn’t paid the session will be canceled.

I do not work from home at this current moment in time.  It’s my personal choice at the present time to separate my living quarters from the healing and sacred work I do.

Please respect my boundaries 🦡

You will need to introduce yourself to me properly by including your social media presence, your full legal name and your profession in order to be considered for a future potential session.

If I’m unable to accommodate your specific needs I’ll gladly refer you to someone else in my field.

I’m on LinkedIn, Google, Facebook, Twitter and many other Social Media networking platforms.  I purposefully make myself transparent to allow future clients to feel more comfortable about contacting me. I expect the same transparency from you.

You are invited to follow me on Instagram and subscribe to my YouTube channel Tantra Butterfly.

If I refuse you services perhaps you didn’t honor my boundaries. I will not purchase a special space unless I receive a deposit first and I will not accept a potential student of tantra who is either attempting to exploit my pricing system, generosity or using my services for ulterior motives that go against my personal boundaries.

Don’t use graphic language in the body of any emails you send me.
If I’m unable to accommodate you because my intuition informs me we aren’t a good energy match do not send me harassing messages and or texts.  There is no reason for you to take my rejection personally.  If you are seeking an escort service or girlfriend experience I will decline your offer to book a session with me and refer you to an Escort site instead.

There are so many wonderful tantra Goddesses here in Chicago and other cities that might be more suitable for your needs and I use my intuition and integrity to decide if we should meet for a session in person.

If I ask you for a deposit to secure a space please do not play games with me. I will not spend money on a space without first securing a deposit from you first to assure you are serious about committing to a firm date and time.

I am a trained professional with many years of experience and positive feedback and reviews from clients who have trusted me.  When you contact me over the phone please treat me like you would any professional career person or business colleague.

I require all new students of tantra to honor my boundaries and have the emotional maturity to communicate with me with politeness and proper etiquette.

Tantra yoga will include breathwork, sound healing, aromatherapy, reiki, chakra balancing, cuddle therapy and above all Mutual respect.

If I feel you don’t respect me over the phone the process of healing simply will not work.

I ask that you please read my main website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com thoroughly.  Be fair to me and spend at least 90 minutes reading a site that took years for me to develop.

If you call me be ready to book a session with me. It’s truly not my responsibility to solicit you over the phone and attempt to go over every little detail or nuance that is described on my website.  If however you are genuinely confused and not sure which ceremony to select I suggest you HIRE me for a phone consultation and I’ll spend 30 minutes or a full hour on the phone with you to discuss all your options and goals.  A phone consultation might clarify everything for you and it might make you more comfortable and confident before our first meeting.

I’m truly seeking new students of tantra who have already done their own personal research and who are committed to learning more about energy work, chakras and alternative healing.

Questions & Answers with Goddess Diana

Q: What is Tantra?

A: A complete letting go or dissolving of
Ego. You can let down your facade with me
and be SEEN for who you really are.

I will consciously shift your energies into trance where time no longer exists.
You will be guided and redirected into the present moment.

Tantra transforms your corporeal body into the spiritual realm. Tantra is a balm for your soul, mind, body. Your physical body much like the Tree of Life is a temple of energy, sacred circles of light known as Chakra bodies.

Great focus and dedication to your Sacred body and Chakra bodies will be placed with my intuition and intentions.

Q: How will Tantra Heal me?

Sensual Sacred touch, Usui Reiki, Guided breathing coaching, anti-aging and anti inflammatory, Releasing of toxicity, production of Endorphines, destress, increases self awareness, increases blood flow and core metabolism.

Tantra Yoga can cure depression, stress, negative self programs, obesity and Chronic pain or illness.

Q: Is their Mutual touch?

A: During all my tantra ceremonies there is cuddling and spooning therapy. If you are not quite ready to explore tantra massage you are welcome to schedule me for an hour of energy work, somatic cuddling and breathing.

During my Goddess Worship ceremonies there will be guided instructions on mutual and Sacred, respectful and hesling touch. You may learn how to give a tantra massage to your partner and work with transforming touch with healing intentions.

My Question for you is when is it the best time for you to explore your Sacred Sexuality?

And my answer to you is when you feel comfortable having a real time conversation with me on the phone and when you are free of shyness and mental blocks.

You see…Tantra is not a Crutch or a Miracle Cure. You need to be prepared to share your goals with me and be reasonable about your expectations of our shared time together. One session may truly be all you need to motivate yourself on your journey towards self discovery but you may also benefit from occasional follow up sessions if you have longterm goals.

When you finally do reach out to me be prepared to give me a brief paragraph of what you are seeking and your real legal name. Introduce yourself to me …don’t hide behind an alias just be forthright about who you are and what you are truly seeking because if i feel i can’t be of help to you i will be honest with you and not waste your time or money. You don’t have to give me your full life story as I am not a psychologist but you can be honest about who you are and what your boundaries are prior to your first session with me.

My goal is to enable you to empower yourself and feel that creative spark come back to your body. You will need to be prepared emotionally to have a live connection and conversation with me on the phone or this won’t work for you. I do not want to communicate with you past one or two emails or text messages. You are either emotionally ready to openly communicate initially or we won’t connect well during our first session together.

I hope I have answered some key questions and if you wish to begin your journey now here is a link to my main tantra website

Www.tantrabutterfly.com
Goddess Diana
312 339 7707

Goddess Diana of Tantra Butterfly

Tantra Massage in Chicago by Goddess Diana to help Activate your bliss hormone!

diana-halloween-cat-pantiesHappy Holidays and I do hope everyone here had a busy and uplifting Thanksgiving. I spent most of the time enjoying it with my two loving pets, creating Sacred Space for a few special people and just enjoying everything Chicago has to offer like the International Film festival and some great art.
I am available for couples sessions, full day tantra retreats for singles and private workshops for your tiny group of friends. If you have been seeking healing touch in Chicago my focus is essential oil blends to enhance relaxation, reflexology upon request, Tantra Massage and deep tissue sports massage to get you feeling better about life.

My sessions are always uniquely yours meaning I tune into your body and we co create a special session or it can be more structured if you want to learn more about how your chakras work and I can help you open each chakra with focus, breathwork, meditation and concentrated touch if you feel like one of your energy centers is stuck.

Tantra is a fully integrated journey of all your senses and helps your body produce healthy levels of oxytocin which is a hormone your pituitary gland releases giving you a feeling of love and connection after receiving gentle sensuous touch. It is a love hormone activated after cuddling, and intimate touch.

Oxytocin is an anti anxiety effect upon our body and mind helping you increase your openness for romantic union and allowing you to become more intuitively aware of your needs and your partner’s needs. In other words your awareness and empathy will increase and you will be more willing to open up to touch so if you have been partnerless for an extended amount of time Tantra will open up your blocked pathways of bliss and help you reconnect to your sensual feelings.

Oxytocin also protects your intestinal lining from damage and with continued sessions in Tantra you will notice a huge improvement in your third chakra which rules your digestive tract. If you suffer from stomach pain for instance and your are not receiving enough positive and healing touch Tantra Massage will increase your doses of Oxytocin and help heal your gut lining so the mental and physical affects work together to help promote wellness and self healing in your emotional and physical body.

Visit my website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com for a list of complete services I have to offer. I have a very flexible schedule and we can prepare a full day, half day of self healing or a couple of hours together to help you feel more loved and aligned for the Holidays!

On a bright note I always offer sliding fees for serious students of tantra and for longer increments of time. I want everyone to be able to afford this treat!

Goddess Diana
Sensual Muse
Chakra Activator
Couples Tantra Educator
Reiki Master
Certified Tantra Coach

Cellular number 312-339-7707

Tantra Goddess Diana offering tantra healing in Washington and Maryland

Goddess Diana visiting Washington D.C. offering Tantra massage in D.C.

Goddess Diana visiting Washington D.C. offering Tantra massage in D.C.

I just arrived in Maryland a few days ago offering tantra to a handful of wonderful men fully in touch with their divine feminine! I always enjoy my trips to Washington D.C. and part of the reason for this post is that some clients from my past might be able to find me here again and reunite with me!
My main website is http://www.tantrabutterfly.com and I began my journey in tantra in my early twenties but I actually started my studies in spirituality by age twelve.
What people don’t realize is part of my passion for tantra is the fact that I have always been fascinated with energy and as a child I used to have this ability to hear Spirit during moments of joy or stress. I also felt comfortable around so called “haunted” areas because I understood that energy is carried over and has a distinct feel to it no matter how many years have passed after an event took place.
I have lived in haunted lofts and apartments in both Chicago and New Orleans, Louisiana so when I work with people’s energy I am especially careful to make sure that when we part ways after our ceremony we seal off the energy circuits with dignity and I always make a silent prayer that our energies separate delicately from each other because when we work with sacred sensual energy we are a bit enmeshed in each other for a while and it’s very important to set up boundaries when we part ways.
I have not been to Washington D.C. in a while and I hope that while I am here the right people will be drawn to my healing services. I am familiar with Chakra balancing, polarity, deep tissue massage, and so many techniques to teach you how to prolong ecstasy. I am very skilled with working with men who have premature ejaculation issues or who just feel overwhelmed in general and need to feel a bit more in touch with their inner core.

I work with Reiki so if you are in Alexandria, Virginia, Maryland or Washington D.C. I would be delighted to teach you the sacred arts of the Goddess. i would love to teach you how to align yourself with your divine male and feminine energies again and help you unlock your sensual power centers in a safe and loving environment.

Please contact me directly with questions at 312-339-7707 and if you know you will be in Washington D.C this week or Maryland you will be pleasantly surprised at how quickly your body will retrain itself to receive greater full body bliss and awareness.

I am highly skilled with energy work while here in Washington D.C. and my training in alternative healing and deep tissue massage will place you in a mood to help you cultivate more joy in your life and even enhance your communication with others and your ability to create. When you work with me here my focus will be connecting with you and helping be in touch with your authentic self. We will connect with some easy breathing exercises that will help expand your ability to feel energy more profoundly and keep you fully present in the now.

Please visit my site http://www.tantrabutterfly.com for a complete list of Ceremonial Options and if you are a couple I can also work with you both! I will be offering Sacred Tantra Ceremonies for men, women and all couples who live in Maryland, Virginia and Washington D.C. so Please contact me now while I am here and let me know what I can do to make you feel more passionate about life!

❀Healing the Warrior within ❀

steampunk cat 2I have not logged on here for a while and maybe it’s because I really did not feel the need to say much. I was online browsing a Tantra group on face book earlier this afternoon and there were several different tantra practitioners all debating about the true meaning of tantra. Besides involving the sexual aspects of Tantra yoga and Tantra massage we must closely examine our intentions as healers and students of tantra.

I can tell you honestly more than half the men who come to see me are simply “touch starved”. I work with men who are in loveless, sexless marriages where there is no loving touch or cuddling exchanged. I work with men who are single and have no time to be settled into a meaningful relationship because their focus in life in their work and career path. I work with men who are retired from the work force and they may have suffered as severe stress related injury and so they either rely on pain medications or find they can not be involved in a normal sexual relationship with anyone either out of shyness, a social phobia or a lack of desire from their injury.

I find that these past few years for me have been a harsh lesson in feast or famine. I either am so busy and in demand that I find myself turning away callers or I can go days without work due to bad timing issues and the fact that I have a life too and I can not always receive a guest just because they happen to have the time to see me for a tantra session.

I have been traveling for two full years now simply getting a taste of every city I have toured and everyone’s purpose for wanting a session is pretty much the same. Everyone needs touch. Everyone craves touch and everyone has a need to be desired and to feel lovable by someone who has time to be attentive.

I think every tantra Guide, healer or Muse is here to be authentic and present for their guest. I myself chose this path because I believe that the human body craves touch and we become more creative, more joyful and more loving when we are touched in “just the right way”.

We as healers present our sessions in such different ways and I decided that the best way to be is simply be your authentic Self no matter where you are in life and you can’t go wrong.

When you are a healer there is no need for arrogance. I have witnessed that what happens to many healers is they are judged inappropriately. When we focus on any kind of energy work whether it is sexual energy or working innocently with someone’s “tummy” aches we are shifting someone’s perspective of “being”. Some people can feel deeply threatened when they do not understand the changes they are undergoing after leaving the healer’s sacred space. Surely if you have been touched inappropriately in the past or if you have been traumatized emotionally you will have to take time out to “process” the healing touch you have received whether the touch is sexual or purely energetic healing touch like reiki.

I witnessed some of my clients crying, feeling anger (misdirected at me) or laughing so jovially I felt genuine happiness oozing out of me.
What ever happens it’s best to be without judgment.

I have been ridiculed, falsely accused of being a “trust fund kid” online and harangued by former clients of mine who were hoping I was a traditional escort service (GFE) when that was never my intention. When I graduated from a well know tantra yoga school I still had a lot left to learn but my true intention was to learn more about the circular breath and to learn how to breathe deeply while I focused on sending female energy to my mostly male clientele. I was not offering my “body” up but rather giving men choices. I wanted to use my body as a living model so that men who are shy or less aware of bodily sensations can practice with me and I could give them feedback as to whether their touch was sensitive enough or a bit too harsh and jarring.
Some past clients of mine came to me with all the wrong intentions and selfishly assumed that the term Goddess Worship meant they could do as they please to me or my body without worrying about whether or not I was feeling “used” or abused during our time together.

Goddess Worship is not a chance for you to learn how to “grope” or molest a woman by the hour. Goddess Worship is learning how to yield to the Divine Feminine or the Divine Mother that is in all women. Women are delicate Vessels of light and unconditional love. We deserve and crave to be honored and loved without conditions meaning we want to be adored no matter what our body shape or age. The true meaning of Goddess honoring is to heal your past relationships with your lovers, your sisters and your mother. Yes we all have deep wounds from our past but Goddess Worship Ceremonies present you with the opportunity to tap into your past feelings and process the pain or the misunderstanding so you can release your fears and your anger and your sense of abandonment and finally be fully present with real love to offer your future partner.

You might have misdirected anger at me during our time together because I might remind you of your past frustrations or be a Mirror to you while you process any pain from your childhood. I can only guide you and clear out those negative patterns if you give me feedback and speak up during our shared time together but I can not help you if you wait till our session is completely over or if you decide to hold your silence and never share your feelings of anger with me.

I can say that all energy workers perform a vital service and like energies attract like energies meaning no matter your level of expertise you will be able to help and heal those who have a similar issue that you have.
If you are a healer and If you experienced abuse as a child you will tend to attract those clients who were also abused by their parents. If you led a carefree life but just wanted to learn more about your sexuality in a safe and loving way you will attract individuals who also seek “play”. When you limit yourself and point the fingers of blame on other healers you are performing and committing an act of self hatred and self loathing.
Healers focus on your own gifts. Focus on what needs to be honed and well refined in your own sacred body . Focus on who you are now and where you want to be and forget about making comparisons between you and other healers if you want serenity.

I want to also include that anyone who comes to me to receive any of my services has the potential to become a tantra Healer or Daka. I am a Dakini by choice. I fell into this career path when I was in my early twenties constantly taking classes on the chakra systems and learning about subtle energies that affect our moods and ability to self heal. I can only assume that any new Guest I meet is trying to heal that child inside that wants a taste of true contentment and bliss