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Today is Father’s Day 🧸

Today is Father’s Day but I don’t miss my biological father who physically kicked my mother in the stomach when she was carrying me in her womb. In fact I still don’t respect my own mother who is also deceased because what kind of mother remains married to a man who would attempt to threaten the life of her unborn child?

I’m posting this information not to garner any sympathy but to help people understand that not all of us here had desirable childhoods or pleasant memories of our parents during these traditional Hallmark card American created Holidays.

I’m not even a tad bit sentimental or regretful today because both my parents failed me and they were in a sick codependent relationship with one another and when my mother found out my father was schizophrenic she was even considering an abortion and deeply worried that I myself would develop schizophrenia like my father since it is after all hereditary.

Well my father had a complete nervous meltdown when my mother became pregnant and she told me he had kicked her hard then spent several months in treatment in the hospital for his mental condition.

Medication and talk therapy can only do so much for anyone suffering from delusions and I knew my father became a completely different person when he got angry with me or my mother. You could literally see his dark, black pupils become so enlarged his brown eyes became pitch black and he no longer looked human.

My father was very abusive to me…I have good memories of him when he showed genuine compassion towards me but his cruelty outweighed anything good he showed me and If I could go back in time as a young child I’d love to relive all those scary instances but ideally I would have left my home physically and spent more time outdoors or at the library and escaped his blind rages.

Not every father is ideal for the position of parenting so only a handful of lucky people out there had good, healthy relationships with their mothers and fathers. At the very least some of us as children were blessed to have a good role model either in the form of an uncle, a teacher or a close family friend.

I myself spent a good part of my childhood and puberty hiding in fear from my father who was not only diagnosed with schizophrenia but truly possessed by demonic entities. I’d love to understand what on earth I must have done in a previous incarnation to deserve such a frightening childhood but I know it shaped my character and made me a more sensitive child more empathetic than my peers.

I remember also being bullied by children my own age from five years old to age 16. At times I’d defend myself and the children would eventually learn to steer clear of me if I decided to defend myself properly. Most of the time I didn’t do anything to defend myself and I’d just cry quietly to myself at home. If my mother found out I had been bullied she usually didn’t have sympathy for me at all; in fact she genuinely became angry at me and wanted to know how I could let any of these peers take advantage of me or beat me up.

I learned to avoid and isolate myself from children in my school and at times I’d fight back when enough was enough and I had had my fill. I certainly didn’t mind fighting back and I at times learned how to adequately defend myself from my father’s tantrums and misdirected anger.

I never celebrate Father’s Day here on my Facebook wall but I know it’s a special day for at least a few blessed people out there in social media who knew what it felt like to be deeply loved unconditionally and respected by their fathers.

I leave this here on my wall not to garner sympathy but to help others understand that we don’t all celebrate this Holiday. Some of us don’t to this day understand why we ended up with the parents we had. I know a psychic reader I hired last year acknowledged to me what I had already known. My father was indeed a Channel for Spirits…all Spirits even Malevolent Spirits. He couldn’t control what he received so the doctor’s misdiagnosed his clairvoyance and prescribed him with pills and other medications that no doubt made his visions that much worse and skewed his reality further.

My parents were VESSELS …they were important in that they brought me here. I’m alive and I myself am clairvoyant and clairsentient and clairaudient. I know how to ground my own energies and I’ve never allowed any entity to ” take over the steering wheel ”

I can filter what it is I wish to receive and I function well on my own independently . I truly do not desire nor crave anyone else to “compliment” or “complete” me. I’ve had so many things taken from me but I’ve endured it and I’m content. I would never refuse genuine help if it were offered up to me but I learned the hard way that help is rarely offered unless there are “strings” attached.

My upbringing made me more sensitive and strong. I learned not to expect too much from anyone and I learned as I got into adulthood that people you date can abandon you when you need them the most especially if you let your guard down and bared your true feelings to them.

Anyone can disappoint you at anytime. The key to being truly happy is self reliance, self respect and unconditional self love. You must be there for yourself and learn to hold your own hand during the darkness.

By the way I do not give readings to anyone.  I sometimes might give my clients advice and pick up information they may need to hear from their Spirit Guides or “higher power “; but I don’t want to “probe” anyone I don’t know personally and interfere in their journey.

My psychic abilities have lead me to understand that I should place complete faith in myself first because of my own bodily signals or slight panic attacks.  I learned from firsthand experience that if I do not honor my own intuition I will be misled or reap the consequences of being completely taken advantage of by people who don’t have my best interests in mind.

I have experienced what it feels like numerous times not to be listened to and not to be taken seriously especially by people who were in a position to guide me or offer me help.

I suggest that if any of you reading my blog get a nagging gut feeling within you that some path isn’t right for you that you honor yourself first and pay close attention to your body’s signals.  If you feel nauseous or sweaty or truly ill before a decision you’ve made you may need to change your intended course of action and back away and try another alternative plan.

No one will be able to predict an outcome for you because we always have free will and the ability to change our minds frequently.  In honor of Father’s Day seek out answers within you more often.  Never question your own intuition and never put all your faith in one entity or one set way of doing something.

In honor of Father’s day learn to create sacred space within yourself first. When you wake up each day keep track of your thoughts.  Are you sending comforting thoughts to yourself and your physical body or are you silently criticising yourself ?

You alone carry all the answers within you and you alone intuitively understand how and where to begin the process and long journey of self healing and renewal.

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Questions & Answers with Goddess Diana

Q: What is Tantra?

A: A complete letting go or dissolving of
Ego. You can let down your facade with me
and be SEEN for who you really are.

I will consciously shift your energies into trance where time no longer exists.
You will be guided and redirected into the present moment.

Tantra transforms your corporeal body into the spiritual realm. Tantra is a balm for your soul, mind, body. Your physical body much like the Tree of Life is a temple of energy, sacred circles of light known as Chakra bodies.

Great focus and dedication to your Sacred body and Chakra bodies will be placed with my intuition and intentions.

Q: How will Tantra Heal me?

Sensual Sacred touch, Usui Reiki, Guided breathing coaching, anti-aging and anti inflammatory, Releasing of toxicity, production of Endorphines, destress, increases self awareness, increases blood flow and core metabolism.

Tantra Yoga can cure depression, stress, negative self programs, obesity and Chronic pain or illness.

Q: Is their Mutual touch?

A: During all my tantra ceremonies there is cuddling and spooning therapy. If you are not quite ready to explore tantra massage you are welcome to schedule me for an hour of energy work, somatic cuddling and breathing.

During my Goddess Worship ceremonies there will be guided instructions on mutual and Sacred, respectful and hesling touch. You may learn how to give a tantra massage to your partner and work with transforming touch with healing intentions.

My Question for you is when is it the best time for you to explore your Sacred Sexuality?

And my answer to you is when you feel comfortable having a real time conversation with me on the phone and when you are free of shyness and mental blocks.

You see…Tantra is not a Crutch or a Miracle Cure. You need to be prepared to share your goals with me and be reasonable about your expectations of our shared time together. One session may truly be all you need to motivate yourself on your journey towards self discovery but you may also benefit from occasional follow up sessions if you have longterm goals.

When you finally do reach out to me be prepared to give me a brief paragraph of what you are seeking and your real legal name. Introduce yourself to me …don’t hide behind an alias just be forthright about who you are and what you are truly seeking because if i feel i can’t be of help to you i will be honest with you and not waste your time or money. You don’t have to give me your full life story as I am not a psychologist but you can be honest about who you are and what your boundaries are prior to your first session with me.

My goal is to enable you to empower yourself and feel that creative spark come back to your body. You will need to be prepared emotionally to have a live connection and conversation with me on the phone or this won’t work for you. I do not want to communicate with you past one or two emails or text messages. You are either emotionally ready to openly communicate initially or we won’t connect well during our first session together.

I hope I have answered some key questions and if you wish to begin your journey now here is a link to my main tantra website

Www.tantrabutterfly.com
Goddess Diana
312 339 7707

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Tantra Goddess Diana offering tantra healing in Washington and Maryland

Goddess Diana visiting Washington D.C. offering Tantra massage in D.C.

Goddess Diana visiting Washington D.C. offering Tantra massage in D.C.

I just arrived in Maryland a few days ago offering tantra to a handful of wonderful men fully in touch with their divine feminine! I always enjoy my trips to Washington D.C. and part of the reason for this post is that some clients from my past might be able to find me here again and reunite with me!
My main website is http://www.tantrabutterfly.com and I began my journey in tantra in my early twenties but I actually started my studies in spirituality by age twelve.
What people don’t realize is part of my passion for tantra is the fact that I have always been fascinated with energy and as a child I used to have this ability to hear Spirit during moments of joy or stress. I also felt comfortable around so called “haunted” areas because I understood that energy is carried over and has a distinct feel to it no matter how many years have passed after an event took place.
I have lived in haunted lofts and apartments in both Chicago and New Orleans, Louisiana so when I work with people’s energy I am especially careful to make sure that when we part ways after our ceremony we seal off the energy circuits with dignity and I always make a silent prayer that our energies separate delicately from each other because when we work with sacred sensual energy we are a bit enmeshed in each other for a while and it’s very important to set up boundaries when we part ways.
I have not been to Washington D.C. in a while and I hope that while I am here the right people will be drawn to my healing services. I am familiar with Chakra balancing, polarity, deep tissue massage, and so many techniques to teach you how to prolong ecstasy. I am very skilled with working with men who have premature ejaculation issues or who just feel overwhelmed in general and need to feel a bit more in touch with their inner core.

I work with Reiki so if you are in Alexandria, Virginia, Maryland or Washington D.C. I would be delighted to teach you the sacred arts of the Goddess. i would love to teach you how to align yourself with your divine male and feminine energies again and help you unlock your sensual power centers in a safe and loving environment.

Please contact me directly with questions at 312-339-7707 and if you know you will be in Washington D.C this week or Maryland you will be pleasantly surprised at how quickly your body will retrain itself to receive greater full body bliss and awareness.

I am highly skilled with energy work while here in Washington D.C. and my training in alternative healing and deep tissue massage will place you in a mood to help you cultivate more joy in your life and even enhance your communication with others and your ability to create. When you work with me here my focus will be connecting with you and helping be in touch with your authentic self. We will connect with some easy breathing exercises that will help expand your ability to feel energy more profoundly and keep you fully present in the now.

Please visit my site http://www.tantrabutterfly.com for a complete list of Ceremonial Options and if you are a couple I can also work with you both! I will be offering Sacred Tantra Ceremonies for men, women and all couples who live in Maryland, Virginia and Washington D.C. so Please contact me now while I am here and let me know what I can do to make you feel more passionate about life!

My journeys and brief road trip to Florida offering Tantra in Florida now!

This week has been filled with road trips and travel. I was lucky enough to have three days in Louisville, Kentucky where I enjoyed meeting some incredibly wonderful new students of Tantra yoga. I completely loved Louisville and It will be one of the cities I return to so look out for me there!
After exploring energy in Louisville I found a ride to Asheville, North Carolina where I enjoyed great food, vintage shopping and met some wonderful southern gents. I can whole heartedly say I loved listening to the street musicians and I am grateful to have met with a handful of Tantra afficienados in Louisville and Asheville these past two weeks.

Just two days ago I explored Florida. Florida is very strange. Of all the cities I have ever visited there seems to be a different vibe in every part of the coast line. I briefly explored St. Augustine, Florida and ended up spending two full days and nights in Daytona Beach.
I do offer my healing services in EVERY city all over the United States. This was my first trip to Daytona Beach and I loved being near the Ocean breezes.
I offer a unique form of Tantra in Florida and tonight I am in Tampa, Florida so I hope to meet with anyone who wishes to explore breathing techniques and chakra balancing in addition to the healing and sensual services I provide in every city I travel to.
If you are afraid that Tantra Is too esoteric or out of the box for you I would suggest you start with a wonderful deep tissue massage with sensual flourishes. I am offering Tantra yoga massage here in Tampa, Florida along with Aromatherapy healing. Aromatherapy healing involves a deep breath of aromatic oils that simply put you in an alternative realm.
My goal here in Tampa Florida or any region of Florida is simply to attract a few wonderful people whose hearts are itching for expansion. We expand the heart through breath. We become more compassionate towards ourselves and others when we simply learn to be still in the moment. I encourage anyone new to tantra here in Tampa Florida to let down their beliefs . The first step to healing is to have an open mind and just try something out of the norm.
I go through a lot of breath training, hypnotherapy of the body and mind and true tantra Kundalini activation in all my healing sessions. Please join me in Tampa, Florida and let me help you relax and explore an alternative realm of Being.
Goddess Diana of http://www.tantrabutterfly/com now visiting Florida briefly!charlie chaplan limelight

Goddess Diana offering energy healing, aromatherapy and Tantra in Asheville, North Carolina

Today I am offering one on one private and intimate massage sessions and tantra yoga healings in Asheville, North Carolina. I have been offering massage, reiki, aromatherapy, chakra balancing and breathing exercises to a handful of wonderful new guests who found me online offering authentic chakra balancing in Asheville, North Carolina.
It has been a week filled with meeting new people, sightseeing and just getting to know and explore different neighborhoods.
Are you in the mood to bring your body back into a state of alignment? I offer unique sessions that include an opening and an awakening of all your senses.
We feel more positive about our lives when we give and receive touch. We lose things all the time. We lose our material possessions, we lose close relatives, we lose jobs and we lose our health at times. We can bring ourselves back into balance and learn how to graciously accept change whether than dwell on our losses.
Tantra teaches us to flow with Universal change. Our bodies change all the time. Our tastes change as do our appetites and personal proclivities.
When we realize we can not resist change we open ourselves to more understanding and personal growth. My approach to tantra is to embrace every challenge and new situation.
While I am still here in Asheville, North Carolina it is my personal intention to attract anyone who needs to be more aware of their body’s. We have choices. We choose to handle stress either by indulging in something healthy or something destructive. When we allow ourselves to be touched energetically we can create a space of acceptance and openness.
I welcome anyone visiting Asheville, North Carolina to contact me for a day’s journey in focused healing. We can go on a mutual energy exchange exploring all 11 chakra systems together or we can combine a thorough deep tissue massage and authentic sensory journey in bliss Tantra together.
I welcome your questions and inquiries (312) 339-7707
Sensual Muse Diana
of http://www.tantrabutterfly.com
I work with couples, singles, transgenders and anyone who has a sincere interest in Tantra infused with Reiki ❤♡❤
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An open letter to the free speach coalition regarding violations by eros guide

Dear Audience I am sharing a private letter I have just finished sending to the Coaltion of Free speech. I believe it is hypocritical and ironic that within the past five years eros guide has been involved in eradicating certain harmless words used by their advertisers such as the words “child” edge play eros and many other coin phrases that are no longer permisable via the written word.
The eros guide (erosguide.com) is now taking ludicrous measures that violate civil liberties and create drama for their paid advertisers. Under this new “tyranny” a supervisor can now pick through your account deleting key phrases and whole sentences and paragraphs of written advertising text from Paid advertisers or they can deconstruct and take words out of context to contort your original meaning without any care or concern of your intended meaning. You will not be given a chance to correct certain words or phrases if you they decide to pick on you.
Once your ad is picked apart and you are given a call or email you will have to redo your text then risk their punishment which is simply being deactivated and banned from further advertisement permanently.
OUR civil liberties and right to free speech is now being threatened by eros guide team members who proudly boast of being members and supporters of the coalition of free speech.
Your phone conversations are recorded by the eros guide team who will judge you by your words and opinions and concerns after they ask you for your input. I myself was victimized by key members of the eros guide staff and my words were taken out of context and distorted. I was then banned for sharing my concerns and valid feedback. I don’t consider the eros guide to be a supporter of free speech I consider the eros guide (erosguide.com) to be deeply confused about what they wish to convey and in deep fear of freedom of speech.
Here is my open letter to the COALITION OF FREE SPEECH:

Dear Free speech Coalition,
I was a former advertiser banned from the eros guide for using certain Key words in the body of my text that they deemed inappropriate. I own a blog of my own GoddessDianaTantrabutterfly.com and my own private tantra website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com so I am very concerned that the eros guide boasts on its website that they are “proud” members of the free speech Coalition when they have been banning long standing and loyal advertisers for small words that are used out of context.
I was cajoled and harassed this past year every 3 to 4 weeks by supervisory staff that work for the eros guide. I was told not use the term “play with your inner child” so I changed that phrase to “play with your inner psyche”. I was told that I could use the term Yoni worship then six weeks later Lisa from the eros guide called me and pleaded with me not to use Yoni worship so she allowed me to use the word YONI training which is beyond ridiculous.
I was told I could no longer use the phrase “edge play” even though other tantra women in my industry were allowed to use much worse and edge play was used frequently.
I was warned that because I used the word multiple waves of bliss I would have my account deactivated and banned. I was warned never to use the term “eros” because eros guide holds all the legal rights to the word eros no matter how you phrase it.
They banned me after I expressed my worries and the next day Tim from the legal department called me and said based on the tape recorded message that was taped live during Lisa’s phone conversation with me I was deactivated. I lost all my lovely text as they did not send me a copy they simply destroyed all the lovely paragraphs of live text I had without having any consideration about my rights of speech. I was not given a copy of my text or my legal disclaimer or my pictures. They destroyed all traces of me and my prior existence banishing me without fairness or warning or respect for my rights.
I would love to speak with you about the violation of my freedom of speech and written words. I feel that you should not keep the eros guide on your membership list as a result of their misconduct and violation of civil liberties.

Yours Diana GrossmanDream-the-company-of-wolves-29634391-1280-716