Archive for April, 2016

Astral travelling while receiving Sacred Spot Massage during Kundalini Shakti

Maya Derren The relector (meshes)I promised I would write a brief essay on a couple of experiences I had with clients who did actually go into a lucid/dream trance and were able to coherently share bits and pieces after our session so we could both enjoy the story of their “whereabouts” in the astral plane!

The first incident and the most profound took place during a trip I made to visit San Diego, California a few days after my mother died of cancer. At the time I was living in New Orleans and visiting my mother once a month in Chicago while keeping my client base in Chicago. I decided to visit San Diego and walk along the ocean and I attracted one individual who said he’d always wanted a session with me and was following my website for a long time but we were never in the same city during his business travels.

He admitted to me that he practiced yoga and meditation for a long time now and he enjoyed vision quests, transcendental meditation and tantra yoga was now part of his path so he told me he was very comfortable with me exploring his sacred spot and to feel free at the end to do this since he had no boundaries and was excited to try anything.

I had some beautiful music and in the background a man was taking you on a journey to the depths of the earth and you could hear sounds of the cave and dripping water from caverns.

At the end when I was triggering his sacred spot I noticed he actually convulsed steadily and his eyes rolled back till all I could see were the whites of his eyes. He was no longer with me and I did not know how to pull him back in but I figured I would just let him ride and not panic. After his eyes were rolled back for a considerable time he spoke in an Ancient language that sounded like Ancient Hebrew or Aramaic but it was incredibly real and lovely to listen to. Again I refused to panic and I just held the space for him to do what he needed to do.

Finally after he was triggered into full body orgasm he came back to me gradually breathing deeply and I asked him if he remembered speaking in tongues.

He looked blankly at me and said he had no recollection but could I share with him what he was saying. I said I can’t translate ancient hebrew but it was beautiful like a reverent chant and I really was not sure of the language origin but it was pretty so i was not scared.

He did say he had visions during his awakening and he said it involved two different goddesses. The first Goddess that encountered him danced around him in circles and she had a gold body and long, blood red hair. She danced and left. The second Goddess was the white goddess and she had long, silver hair and as she danced around him he realized she was going to become famous and author many books on tantra yoga.

I did not know what to say but I thanked him for sharing his story with me. I do know one thing with regards to tantra yoga. If a student comes to you with a pre knowledge of proper breath and the yoga postures then he or she will have a more profound experience rather than just telling you they felt some “heat”. He obviously trusted me enough to go into the astral plane and just zone out there for a while so I was very grateful to be a witness to his journey!

My second experience with astral travels occurred years later in the city of Chicago. I met a really nice, slightly out of shape man with a huge teddy bear heart. He was just so open and caring and when he arrived at my apartment he hugged me and he kept saying repeatedly that he felt like he has known me forever.

He also gave me permission to work with his prostrate and again I noticed he got very quiet at me towards the last half hour of our session. We were still together and I could still feel his energy near me but somehow his breathing became much heavier sounding and when it was again time for his full body awakening his entire body became electrical like a wire overflowing with energies. I did bring him back to reality and I encouraged him to speak about his journey.

He told me he saw the two of us in a very dark room, dimly lit only by the light of candles. He was wearing a heavy ceremonial crown upon his head and he felt the vibe was joyful and festive rather than being sombre. He knew for a fact we were together enjoying a joyous occasion in Ancient Egypt. I was so excited to hear this and I wanted to know what I looked like because when I participated in a DNA activation ceremony in Boulder, Colorado I heard a song of the Goddess Isis during my activation ceremony so I knew I was of her DNA lineage and she had importance to me.

He said it was too dark for him to see my face clearly but he knew it was me from my energy and my vibration. Well you can’t believe how excited I was to share this experience with a new client whom I had never met before! I felt deeply grateful that he was able to remember such detail as he traveled back into one of his past lives with me.

If anyone needs to know why I am so passionate about assisting people with the Sacred Sensual energies I think it is the unknown and all the wonderful unexpected surprises you can find and feelings of deja vu when you meet new clients who seem familiar to you on your path.

It takes a strong sense of self to put yourself in such a vulnerable and open position and if you can let yourself zone out and can fully trust your body takes you places and your spirit tunes into Universal flow so easily and so readily. Being receptive to these sexual energies is a gift and involved maturity, trust, joy and complete openness. One thing both of these men had in common was inner joy and a blind belief in the miracles of energetic healing. Both men trusted me with their sacred energy implicitly without holding anything back and without any cynicism.

If anyone wishes to learn more Sacred Spot Massage there are wonderful authors everywhere on the internet who compile a collective of stories but you can only “conjecture” when you read a book. If you are brave enough and willing to let go then I welcome you to take your first step with Sacred Spot Massage and we can go as slowly as you need working within your comfort zone and your boundaries.

Please visit my site http://www.tantrabutterfly.com and if you feel ready and if you do feel a connection to me I would be flattered to be your first Tantra Muse on your new path to self discovery and greater body awareness. Your third eye takes it’s own sweet time to awaken and Sacred Spot Massage assists you in your awakening process with gentleness and arousal of all your erogenous zones.

Goddess Diana Sensual Muse
http://www.tantrabutterfly.com
(312)339-7707

Tantra in Washington D.C. and the Tantra Bliss path

maya deren 1How well do you know the architecture of your own human body? How well do you understand the subtle energy bodies that enhance your ability to feel deeply and profoundly the intricacy of layers of touch?

I am a Dakini to some and to others a Muse but I simply see myself as someone who is a Master of subtle touch and an Adept. I delight in teaching you how to awaken your dormant energy centers not just your ability to feel sexual pleasure but to feel your lungs expand each time you challenge yourself into a deeper breath.

When we are absorbed in our inner train of thoughts we can sometimes feel ourselves stop breathing completely. I am sure you have had that feeling before where you are so focused you don’t even feel yourself breathing. But the breath is what expands Consciousness and is a very important “spice” that enhances our ability to deeply feel even if the feelings bring up pain, pain filled memories or vulnerability.

It’s good to wake and rouse yourself from intervals of deep sleep. If you feel you have taken a long vacation from being fully perceptive I invite you to reconnect to your sensitivities. I don’t expect you to feel joyful all the time but I know human contact is something we all crave but don’t always make time for.

I would love for you to trust me enough with your sacred sensual energies for the brief moment we spend in expansion of your heart consciousness. We are always on a continuous search for something outside of ourselves that brings us peacefulness or purpose.

Some people participate in vision quests but others take aside a few moments a day to meditate and be in complete silence without any music playing just to give their minds a rest. Tantra Yoga is a path that leads you to get in tune with your higher being and your inner intuition. During moments of confusion or inner turmoil your vision of yourself and your capabilities tend to be cloudy . When you doubt yourself you may find that you don’t always trust yourself or your intuition so you seek counsel from other people or strangers just to validate who you are and if you are making a correct decision.

I like to think that when a new guest comes to meet me we have the ability to connect as friends during our time together. I have a chance to understand more about what you value and you have a chance to see me as a vulnerable Being doing their very best to join you in bliss and meet you where ever you are. We understand and acknowledge each other and you might find yourself connecting with your higher vibratory self.

When you engage in yoga or Sacred Space you learn to devote yourself to being present and this idea of being here fully awakened can serve as your totem or space marker keeping you in alignment when things get a bit patchy or rough in your world. You begin to trust yourself more and you realize you have Most of the Answers and don’t need to seek too far out to be or feel completely grounded.

Reiki is like wiping the cob webs away from your eyes. I sweep over your aura, taking my time to playfully arouse you but making you feel secure and balanced. In time with repeat Reiki sessions and tantra yoga you realize what a gem you are and as we explore the shadow aspects of our personalities the light aspects come out and this is the yin and the yang.

Yin energies are female and female energy tends to be reclusive and retreating in nature. The Yang is the shadow or male energy which is not afraid to bravely explore and is strong and carries a very forceful, positive energy very sure of itself. If we can explore all aspects of our yin and yang together during our sacred ceremony you will feel more balanced, less shameful and better able to relate to the opposite sex and opposing forces of our natures.

Nurturing is our nature and we become more loving in our humility when we Mirror aspects of each other. I mirror you and you mirror me so what ever it is that sets us off is Blessed because we can understand more about our male/female essence just by gazing into each others eyes.

Tonight is the beginning of Passover and it is also Earth Day. I think these two events are not a coincidence. During the Pesach Ceremony we are in deep meditation mindful of everything we are grateful for and humble in our vulnerability. During the Seder there is the asking of pointed questions like what is the meaning of Passover and the symbols for each food group from the wine to the bitter herbs. Many Jewish people contemplate everything from their history to Ancestral tribulations during Egyptian times where they were enslaved by the Pharaohs.

Today we all also decided to honor Mother Gaia and we may have conserved energy or decided to spend most of our day enjoying Nature or meditating love to the Spirit that keeps us firmly grounded. We throw a lot of our worry and negative energy grounding our chords to the core of the Earth and she accepts our energy feeding off our anger and taking it in as food because Energy is Energy whether is is positive or negative and when you realize that you have nothing to fear you can just let go and be you.

I would love to have you as my Tantra Guest and partner while I visit the D.C./Maryland area so feel free to learn more about my Sacred Ceremonies at http://www.tantrabutterfly.com then if you wish to connect by phone please speak with me directly at (312) 339-7707

I hope to help you feel stronger inside!

Sensual Muse Diana of
http://www.tantrabutterfly.com

Goddess Massage in Metro D.C., Maryland, and Alexandria, Virginia

art work by Chie Yoshii  sphinx

art work by Chie Yoshii
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Do you know that we spend at least half of our time connecting and breathing together during our shared tantra Ceremony? It’s so easy to get lost in thought even if you are receiving a healing massage because most corporate men and women are used to being “switched” on all day. You are used to your planned out day or ritual so you can make the most use of your time. You wake up at a certain hour to make sure you are not late. You read your notes for the day to make sure you are well prepared for your meeting so you don’t look foolish to your peers. You squeeze your lunch hour in somehow all the while constantly checking your phone for incoming emails and last minute emergencies or conference calls and then you go home and do your home ritual to make the most of your leisure time either alone or with your close family members and friends.

When do you actually take time for the breath? When do you find time to unplug and just be? When you decide that you have extra time to indulge and co create sacred space please consider me as your personal Muse and Tantra Guide. I will give you lessons on the Ocean breath which will help you relax and calm down your overwrought central nervous system.

Just like a good athlete you will need a few moments of complete rest or a breather from your normal routine to relax the most overworked muscle of your body—your brain.

Your brain and heart requires oxygenation and when you engage with me during one of my Tantra Ceremonies here in Metro D.C. and Maryland I will teach you how to breathe fully and with ease so you won’t be able to think of anything but the sounds of the room or the touch of my hand.

I will guide you in a calming meditation that will recharge your Chakra centers and hopefully retrain your nervous system to give up control and be more sensitive to all types of touch. My hands will be guided to certain power centers of your body and after our time together your body will memorize where my hand has been almost like an imprint you will feel energetically.

Please take advantage of my presence here now that I am visiting Maryland, Metro D.C. and Virginia.

Visit my website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com for many optional ceremonies and I will be here to discuss anything that arouses your curiosity.

Graciously,
Goddess Diana of http://www.tantrabutterfly.com

If you feel more comfortable traveling to your home in Georgetown, Du Pont Circle or any part of the Metro D.C. area just provide me with a taxi or Uber driver round trip and I will happily offer my healing instructions at your home or hotel. I am easily reachable between the hours of 9am till midnight. I work with small workshops, couples and individuals who wish to lose track of all time and get lost in exploratory touch. I am skilled with alternative healing, Reiki, deep tissue, and Tantra Yoga. I will be available in Maryland, Virginia and Metro D.C. to work on your ability to be fully present and in the moment.

Tantra Goddess Diana offering tantra healing in Washington and Maryland

Goddess Diana visiting Washington D.C. offering Tantra massage in D.C.

Goddess Diana visiting Washington D.C. offering Tantra massage in D.C.

I just arrived in Maryland a few days ago offering tantra to a handful of wonderful men fully in touch with their divine feminine! I always enjoy my trips to Washington D.C. and part of the reason for this post is that some clients from my past might be able to find me here again and reunite with me!
My main website is http://www.tantrabutterfly.com and I began my journey in tantra in my early twenties but I actually started my studies in spirituality by age twelve.
What people don’t realize is part of my passion for tantra is the fact that I have always been fascinated with energy and as a child I used to have this ability to hear Spirit during moments of joy or stress. I also felt comfortable around so called “haunted” areas because I understood that energy is carried over and has a distinct feel to it no matter how many years have passed after an event took place.
I have lived in haunted lofts and apartments in both Chicago and New Orleans, Louisiana so when I work with people’s energy I am especially careful to make sure that when we part ways after our ceremony we seal off the energy circuits with dignity and I always make a silent prayer that our energies separate delicately from each other because when we work with sacred sensual energy we are a bit enmeshed in each other for a while and it’s very important to set up boundaries when we part ways.
I have not been to Washington D.C. in a while and I hope that while I am here the right people will be drawn to my healing services. I am familiar with Chakra balancing, polarity, deep tissue massage, and so many techniques to teach you how to prolong ecstasy. I am very skilled with working with men who have premature ejaculation issues or who just feel overwhelmed in general and need to feel a bit more in touch with their inner core.

I work with Reiki so if you are in Alexandria, Virginia, Maryland or Washington D.C. I would be delighted to teach you the sacred arts of the Goddess. i would love to teach you how to align yourself with your divine male and feminine energies again and help you unlock your sensual power centers in a safe and loving environment.

Please contact me directly with questions at 312-339-7707 and if you know you will be in Washington D.C this week or Maryland you will be pleasantly surprised at how quickly your body will retrain itself to receive greater full body bliss and awareness.

I am highly skilled with energy work while here in Washington D.C. and my training in alternative healing and deep tissue massage will place you in a mood to help you cultivate more joy in your life and even enhance your communication with others and your ability to create. When you work with me here my focus will be connecting with you and helping be in touch with your authentic self. We will connect with some easy breathing exercises that will help expand your ability to feel energy more profoundly and keep you fully present in the now.

Please visit my site http://www.tantrabutterfly.com for a complete list of Ceremonial Options and if you are a couple I can also work with you both! I will be offering Sacred Tantra Ceremonies for men, women and all couples who live in Maryland, Virginia and Washington D.C. so Please contact me now while I am here and let me know what I can do to make you feel more passionate about life!

❀Healing the Warrior within β€

steampunk cat 2I have not logged on here for a while and maybe it’s because I really did not feel the need to say much. I was online browsing a Tantra group on face book earlier this afternoon and there were several different tantra practitioners all debating about the true meaning of tantra. Besides involving the sexual aspects of Tantra yoga and Tantra massage we must closely examine our intentions as healers and students of tantra.

I can tell you honestly more than half the men who come to see me are simply “touch starved”. I work with men who are in loveless, sexless marriages where there is no loving touch or cuddling exchanged. I work with men who are single and have no time to be settled into a meaningful relationship because their focus in life in their work and career path. I work with men who are retired from the work force and they may have suffered as severe stress related injury and so they either rely on pain medications or find they can not be involved in a normal sexual relationship with anyone either out of shyness, a social phobia or a lack of desire from their injury.

I find that these past few years for me have been a harsh lesson in feast or famine. I either am so busy and in demand that I find myself turning away callers or I can go days without work due to bad timing issues and the fact that I have a life too and I can not always receive a guest just because they happen to have the time to see me for a tantra session.

I have been traveling for two full years now simply getting a taste of every city I have toured and everyone’s purpose for wanting a session is pretty much the same. Everyone needs touch. Everyone craves touch and everyone has a need to be desired and to feel lovable by someone who has time to be attentive.

I think every tantra Guide, healer or Muse is here to be authentic and present for their guest. I myself chose this path because I believe that the human body craves touch and we become more creative, more joyful and more loving when we are touched in “just the right way”.

We as healers present our sessions in such different ways and I decided that the best way to be is simply be your authentic Self no matter where you are in life and you can’t go wrong.

When you are a healer there is no need for arrogance. I have witnessed that what happens to many healers is they are judged inappropriately. When we focus on any kind of energy work whether it is sexual energy or working innocently with someone’s “tummy” aches we are shifting someone’s perspective of “being”. Some people can feel deeply threatened when they do not understand the changes they are undergoing after leaving the healer’s sacred space. Surely if you have been touched inappropriately in the past or if you have been traumatized emotionally you will have to take time out to “process” the healing touch you have received whether the touch is sexual or purely energetic healing touch like reiki.

I witnessed some of my clients crying, feeling anger (misdirected at me) or laughing so jovially I felt genuine happiness oozing out of me.
What ever happens it’s best to be without judgment.

I have been ridiculed, falsely accused of being a “trust fund kid” online and harangued by former clients of mine who were hoping I was a traditional escort service (GFE) when that was never my intention. When I graduated from a well know tantra yoga school I still had a lot left to learn but my true intention was to learn more about the circular breath and to learn how to breathe deeply while I focused on sending female energy to my mostly male clientele. I was not offering my “body” up but rather giving men choices. I wanted to use my body as a living model so that men who are shy or less aware of bodily sensations can practice with me and I could give them feedback as to whether their touch was sensitive enough or a bit too harsh and jarring.
Some past clients of mine came to me with all the wrong intentions and selfishly assumed that the term Goddess Worship meant they could do as they please to me or my body without worrying about whether or not I was feeling “used” or abused during our time together.

Goddess Worship is not a chance for you to learn how to “grope” or molest a woman by the hour. Goddess Worship is learning how to yield to the Divine Feminine or the Divine Mother that is in all women. Women are delicate Vessels of light and unconditional love. We deserve and crave to be honored and loved without conditions meaning we want to be adored no matter what our body shape or age. The true meaning of Goddess honoring is to heal your past relationships with your lovers, your sisters and your mother. Yes we all have deep wounds from our past but Goddess Worship Ceremonies present you with the opportunity to tap into your past feelings and process the pain or the misunderstanding so you can release your fears and your anger and your sense of abandonment and finally be fully present with real love to offer your future partner.

You might have misdirected anger at me during our time together because I might remind you of your past frustrations or be a Mirror to you while you process any pain from your childhood. I can only guide you and clear out those negative patterns if you give me feedback and speak up during our shared time together but I can not help you if you wait till our session is completely over or if you decide to hold your silence and never share your feelings of anger with me.

I can say that all energy workers perform a vital service and like energies attract like energies meaning no matter your level of expertise you will be able to help and heal those who have a similar issue that you have.
If you are a healer and If you experienced abuse as a child you will tend to attract those clients who were also abused by their parents. If you led a carefree life but just wanted to learn more about your sexuality in a safe and loving way you will attract individuals who also seek “play”. When you limit yourself and point the fingers of blame on other healers you are performing and committing an act of self hatred and self loathing.
Healers focus on your own gifts. Focus on what needs to be honed and well refined in your own sacred body . Focus on who you are now and where you want to be and forget about making comparisons between you and other healers if you want serenity.

I want to also include that anyone who comes to me to receive any of my services has the potential to become a tantra Healer or Daka. I am a Dakini by choice. I fell into this career path when I was in my early twenties constantly taking classes on the chakra systems and learning about subtle energies that affect our moods and ability to self heal. I can only assume that any new Guest I meet is trying to heal that child inside that wants a taste of true contentment and bliss