Posts from the “Healing touch” Category

Today is Father’s Day 🧸

Today is Father’s Day but I don’t miss my biological father who physically kicked my mother in the stomach when she was carrying me in her womb. In fact I still don’t respect my own mother who is also deceased because what kind of mother remains married to a man who would attempt to threaten the life of her unborn child?

I’m posting this information not to garner any sympathy but to help people understand that not all of us here had desirable childhoods or pleasant memories of our parents during these traditional Hallmark card American created Holidays.

I’m not even a tad bit sentimental or regretful today because both my parents failed me and they were in a sick codependent relationship with one another and when my mother found out my father was schizophrenic she was even considering an abortion and deeply worried that I myself would develop schizophrenia like my father since it is after all hereditary.

Well my father had a complete nervous meltdown when my mother became pregnant and she told me he had kicked her hard then spent several months in treatment in the hospital for his mental condition.

Medication and talk therapy can only do so much for anyone suffering from delusions and I knew my father became a completely different person when he got angry with me or my mother. You could literally see his dark, black pupils become so enlarged his brown eyes became pitch black and he no longer looked human.

My father was very abusive to me…I have good memories of him when he showed genuine compassion towards me but his cruelty outweighed anything good he showed me and If I could go back in time as a young child I’d love to relive all those scary instances but ideally I would have left my home physically and spent more time outdoors or at the library and escaped his blind rages.

Not every father is ideal for the position of parenting so only a handful of lucky people out there had good, healthy relationships with their mothers and fathers. At the very least some of us as children were blessed to have a good role model either in the form of an uncle, a teacher or a close family friend.

I myself spent a good part of my childhood and puberty hiding in fear from my father who was not only diagnosed with schizophrenia but truly possessed by demonic entities. I’d love to understand what on earth I must have done in a previous incarnation to deserve such a frightening childhood but I know it shaped my character and made me a more sensitive child more empathetic than my peers.

I remember also being bullied by children my own age from five years old to age 16. At times I’d defend myself and the children would eventually learn to steer clear of me if I decided to defend myself properly. Most of the time I didn’t do anything to defend myself and I’d just cry quietly to myself at home. If my mother found out I had been bullied she usually didn’t have sympathy for me at all; in fact she genuinely became angry at me and wanted to know how I could let any of these peers take advantage of me or beat me up.

I learned to avoid and isolate myself from children in my school and at times I’d fight back when enough was enough and I had had my fill. I certainly didn’t mind fighting back and I at times learned how to adequately defend myself from my father’s tantrums and misdirected anger.

I never celebrate Father’s Day here on my Facebook wall but I know it’s a special day for at least a few blessed people out there in social media who knew what it felt like to be deeply loved unconditionally and respected by their fathers.

I leave this here on my wall not to garner sympathy but to help others understand that we don’t all celebrate this Holiday. Some of us don’t to this day understand why we ended up with the parents we had. I know a psychic reader I hired last year acknowledged to me what I had already known. My father was indeed a Channel for Spirits…all Spirits even Malevolent Spirits. He couldn’t control what he received so the doctor’s misdiagnosed his clairvoyance and prescribed him with pills and other medications that no doubt made his visions that much worse and skewed his reality further.

My parents were VESSELS …they were important in that they brought me here. I’m alive and I myself am clairvoyant and clairsentient and clairaudient. I know how to ground my own energies and I’ve never allowed any entity to ” take over the steering wheel ”

I can filter what it is I wish to receive and I function well on my own independently . I truly do not desire nor crave anyone else to “compliment” or “complete” me. I’ve had so many things taken from me but I’ve endured it and I’m content. I would never refuse genuine help if it were offered up to me but I learned the hard way that help is rarely offered unless there are “strings” attached.

My upbringing made me more sensitive and strong. I learned not to expect too much from anyone and I learned as I got into adulthood that people you date can abandon you when you need them the most especially if you let your guard down and bared your true feelings to them.

Anyone can disappoint you at anytime. The key to being truly happy is self reliance, self respect and unconditional self love. You must be there for yourself and learn to hold your own hand during the darkness.

By the way I do not give readings to anyone.  I sometimes might give my clients advice and pick up information they may need to hear from their Spirit Guides or “higher power “; but I don’t want to “probe” anyone I don’t know personally and interfere in their journey.

My psychic abilities have lead me to understand that I should place complete faith in myself first because of my own bodily signals or slight panic attacks.  I learned from firsthand experience that if I do not honor my own intuition I will be misled or reap the consequences of being completely taken advantage of by people who don’t have my best interests in mind.

I have experienced what it feels like numerous times not to be listened to and not to be taken seriously especially by people who were in a position to guide me or offer me help.

I suggest that if any of you reading my blog get a nagging gut feeling within you that some path isn’t right for you that you honor yourself first and pay close attention to your body’s signals.  If you feel nauseous or sweaty or truly ill before a decision you’ve made you may need to change your intended course of action and back away and try another alternative plan.

No one will be able to predict an outcome for you because we always have free will and the ability to change our minds frequently.  In honor of Father’s Day seek out answers within you more often.  Never question your own intuition and never put all your faith in one entity or one set way of doing something.

In honor of Father’s day learn to create sacred space within yourself first. When you wake up each day keep track of your thoughts.  Are you sending comforting thoughts to yourself and your physical body or are you silently criticising yourself ?

You alone carry all the answers within you and you alone intuitively understand how and where to begin the process and long journey of self healing and renewal.

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Questions & Answers with Goddess Diana

Q: What is Tantra?

A: A complete letting go or dissolving of
Ego. You can let down your facade with me
and be SEEN for who you really are.

I will consciously shift your energies into trance where time no longer exists.
You will be guided and redirected into the present moment.

Tantra transforms your corporeal body into the spiritual realm. Tantra is a balm for your soul, mind, body. Your physical body much like the Tree of Life is a temple of energy, sacred circles of light known as Chakra bodies.

Great focus and dedication to your Sacred body and Chakra bodies will be placed with my intuition and intentions.

Q: How will Tantra Heal me?

Sensual Sacred touch, Usui Reiki, Guided breathing coaching, anti-aging and anti inflammatory, Releasing of toxicity, production of Endorphines, destress, increases self awareness, increases blood flow and core metabolism.

Tantra Yoga can cure depression, stress, negative self programs, obesity and Chronic pain or illness.

Q: Is their Mutual touch?

A: During all my tantra ceremonies there is cuddling and spooning therapy. If you are not quite ready to explore tantra massage you are welcome to schedule me for an hour of energy work, somatic cuddling and breathing.

During my Goddess Worship ceremonies there will be guided instructions on mutual and Sacred, respectful and hesling touch. You may learn how to give a tantra massage to your partner and work with transforming touch with healing intentions.

My Question for you is when is it the best time for you to explore your Sacred Sexuality?

And my answer to you is when you feel comfortable having a real time conversation with me on the phone and when you are free of shyness and mental blocks.

You see…Tantra is not a Crutch or a Miracle Cure. You need to be prepared to share your goals with me and be reasonable about your expectations of our shared time together. One session may truly be all you need to motivate yourself on your journey towards self discovery but you may also benefit from occasional follow up sessions if you have longterm goals.

When you finally do reach out to me be prepared to give me a brief paragraph of what you are seeking and your real legal name. Introduce yourself to me …don’t hide behind an alias just be forthright about who you are and what you are truly seeking because if i feel i can’t be of help to you i will be honest with you and not waste your time or money. You don’t have to give me your full life story as I am not a psychologist but you can be honest about who you are and what your boundaries are prior to your first session with me.

My goal is to enable you to empower yourself and feel that creative spark come back to your body. You will need to be prepared emotionally to have a live connection and conversation with me on the phone or this won’t work for you. I do not want to communicate with you past one or two emails or text messages. You are either emotionally ready to openly communicate initially or we won’t connect well during our first session together.

I hope I have answered some key questions and if you wish to begin your journey now here is a link to my main tantra website

Www.tantrabutterfly.com
Goddess Diana
312 339 7707

Goddess Diana of Tantra Butterfly

Tantra Massage in Chicago by Goddess Diana to help Activate your bliss hormone!

diana-halloween-cat-pantiesHappy Holidays and I do hope everyone here had a busy and uplifting Thanksgiving. I spent most of the time enjoying it with my two loving pets, creating Sacred Space for a few special people and just enjoying everything Chicago has to offer like the International Film festival and some great art.
I am available for couples sessions, full day tantra retreats for singles and private workshops for your tiny group of friends. If you have been seeking healing touch in Chicago my focus is essential oil blends to enhance relaxation, reflexology upon request, Tantra Massage and deep tissue sports massage to get you feeling better about life.

My sessions are always uniquely yours meaning I tune into your body and we co create a special session or it can be more structured if you want to learn more about how your chakras work and I can help you open each chakra with focus, breathwork, meditation and concentrated touch if you feel like one of your energy centers is stuck.

Tantra is a fully integrated journey of all your senses and helps your body produce healthy levels of oxytocin which is a hormone your pituitary gland releases giving you a feeling of love and connection after receiving gentle sensuous touch. It is a love hormone activated after cuddling, and intimate touch.

Oxytocin is an anti anxiety effect upon our body and mind helping you increase your openness for romantic union and allowing you to become more intuitively aware of your needs and your partner’s needs. In other words your awareness and empathy will increase and you will be more willing to open up to touch so if you have been partnerless for an extended amount of time Tantra will open up your blocked pathways of bliss and help you reconnect to your sensual feelings.

Oxytocin also protects your intestinal lining from damage and with continued sessions in Tantra you will notice a huge improvement in your third chakra which rules your digestive tract. If you suffer from stomach pain for instance and your are not receiving enough positive and healing touch Tantra Massage will increase your doses of Oxytocin and help heal your gut lining so the mental and physical affects work together to help promote wellness and self healing in your emotional and physical body.

Visit my website http://www.tantrabutterfly.com for a list of complete services I have to offer. I have a very flexible schedule and we can prepare a full day, half day of self healing or a couple of hours together to help you feel more loved and aligned for the Holidays!

On a bright note I always offer sliding fees for serious students of tantra and for longer increments of time. I want everyone to be able to afford this treat!

Goddess Diana
Sensual Muse
Chakra Activator
Couples Tantra Educator
Reiki Master
Certified Tantra Coach

Cellular number 312-339-7707

Healing aspects of Sensual Massage and Sensual Surrender

jean harlow faceHello! I am inspired to graze over the topic of sensual massage and Tantra Eros on my blog today. I can’t promise there is a cure all to what ails you but I can only offer my humor, healing presence and gentleness to teach you how to be more loving to your partner.
If however you have deep seated anger issues against your significant other or if you have an axe to grind against women in general I would prefer to suggest you seek professional counseling because my sessions are more suitable for men who love women and honestly I would prefer you seek counseling if you have passive aggressive tendencies.

I value anyone’s feelings who come to me for a sacred healing. I am currently visiting the Washington D.C. and Maryland borderline and I hope to attract men or couples who do have a desire for connection. I am not a licensed psychotherapist so if you feel anger towards your partner please seek a licensed therapist and I think you can move on with a greater perspective on your life and what’s eating you.

My sessions are for men going through hunger pains either due to physical illness, transitions in career paths or divorce. If you have been without touch my sensual massage sessions will include cuddling exercises that will help you feel more grounded and centered. I allow cuddling, mutual conscious touch, light feathery sensory touch and exercises that can amp up your energy into a full body tingling awakening. If you are ready for a full body kundalini activation I include male g-spot massage during my traditional tantra ceremonies and all tantra ceremonies include sensual touch. You may find my g-spot massage helpful if you are feeling a bit stuck in life or if you are doubting your ability to manifest what you want in your life.

Sensual Massage is good for your brain activity and your central nervous system. The lightest touch can make you feel more hopeful about life and help you find more creative approaches to problem solving. Sensual Massage does not always have to culminate in the most mind blowing orgasm because that may not be where your body is in the moment. There will be alternative times where you feel blissfully awakened and vibrating with energy and other moments when you feel trance like and calm. You might leave your body and drift off peacefully for a while as you receive my healing sensual touch but I will always allow you to be what you need to be in the moment.

Please join me this week in Washington D.C. for sensual massage, traditional tantra ceremonies and Reiki. I can to the best of my ability focus on your needs and I can promise positive results for as long as you are open to the healing aspects of sensuality without guilt or shame.

You are welcome to read my testimonials on my main website at http://www.tantrabutterfly.com/testimonials.htm and get a feel for what is possible. No two people can expect the same results but I can assure you what ever aspects you carry in your consciousness will come out more clearly after you receive a sensual massage or a traditional tantra activation.

Visit my main website for a full listing of offerings at http://www.tantrabutterfly.com and feel free to ask me questions prior to your first visit. My best contact number is 312-339-7707 and feel free to address me as simply Diana.

Sensual massage is offered during my visit to Washington D.C. and I love to include essential oils, aromatherapy, reiki, tantra and breathing exercises to help lift you up and bring you to a brighter place. My sessions are best suited for men or women who are touch starved and who have an open and loving heart and or sensitivity to touch.

Hope to hear from you when you are ready to shift your energy.

Goddess Diana of http://www.tantrabutterfly.com