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Goddess Worship is the Sacred Act of Pure, unconditional Love ❤♡

Today I’d love to help people understand the difference between raw, naked, passionate lust and true, intimate, compelling love making. Did you know you can make love to your lover without laying a finger on him or her? Did you know the preparation which leads up to the love making shows more care and concern than engaging in a raw, sexual encounter.

Almost all of us can appreciate that as young teenagers or college age adolescents we all had at least one sensual encounter where raw lust rather than love was involved. I feel that women have more of a tendency to give of themselves when they think they are in love and that women must feel safe before engaging in any sexual activity with someone she has chemical feelings for.

There is a difference between raw, impassioned chemistry and the vulnerability of being in love with someone.
When I work with men on Goddess worship my intention is to hopefully teach them how to use their voice, their eyes, their hands and their gentle intentions in a more loving and sensual way to instill a sense of calm, peacefulness and ease in their lover. No one likes being “seized” or hungrily groped during a love making session.

My true intentions are to help alleviate shyness and awkwardness between a man and is lover by teaching him to be less needy and more natural. Women are very sensitive beings and we love to approached with tenderness and not so much a sense of urgency or neediness. When men are too needy and focus on touch only from a place of desperation and lack then women tend to coil up and retreat back into themselves which will only make a man feel even more vulnerable and misunderstood. If a man is patient enough to listen to his lover’s body and get a sense of her body’s reaction to more gentle touches and strokes then his reward will be her yielding and he will feel her soften and invite more touch to the love making session.

Making love is always an art. When you dine out with someone special you want to take time to listen to your friend and you want to be non rushed. You are there for companionship not necessarily to gobble your food down as greedily and speedily as you can with a sense of urgency and impending doom. This is why men wish to learn tantra yoga and goddess worship.

Goddess worship is not BDSM. Goddess worship is the art of being open enough to listen and send loving vibes into the arena of sensual foreplay. You want to learn how to approach your lover with true compassion and not so much a motive or agenda. You are not there to “get her off” or fulfill your lustful needs. You are there to support her as a real woman who has vulnerability. You want to send her soothing sounds and make sure she feels safe in your presence. You should also be prepared for her to lay out a set of strong boundaries for you and if you hear her say she needs some time out from sensual play then you need to honor her wishes and let her feel safe enough to tell you what she needs more of or less of.

The session is about her and not you so please stand back and do not let your “ego” get in the way. Goddess Worship is an honoring of her divine feminine and her gentleness. You want to give her time to expand her heart towards you so that she feels safe and more receptive to your touch. Do not be impatient for instant results and do not make her feel self conscious if she can not have an orgasm in front of you. Orgasm is not the goal of a Goddess worship healing; orgasm is a delightful surprise that happens quite by accident with the main focus being her complete healing and deep feeling of being loved and honored by you.

Lust does not enter as part of the Goddess worship ceremony. Lust is a reaction to pure sexual attraction but if you are a true healer you do not have to be sexually attracted to your partner to heal her. You are there to make her feel safe and more feminine. You are the compassionate soul who loves her without conditions or ulterior motives.

The heart can become more guarded through years of repeated abuse either during the formative years of childhood or young adulthood dependent upon our encounters with the same sex and the opposite sex. Goddess worship helps heal those old wounds and traumas and brings two compassionate lovers closer together. You can share and trust more if you learn the basic healing techniques of Goddess worship and tantra massage.

I love working with men who have had no prior experience in tantra or Goddess worship. It is harder for me to teach men how to touch with love if they are visiting me for the wrong reasons. Tantra will heal you whether you decided to visit a goddess out of pure lust or whether you felt the need to be pampered for a few hours. There is no getting around the healing and you will find out you learn more about patience, empathy and unconditional love if you let yourself go and try to learn something new rather than follow the same old recipe.

Goddess Diana
Muse, Educator, friend, Holistic Healer,
Couples Coach and Tantra Massage therapist

What makes a Tantra Ceremony special? ❤♡

There are many roads to happiness in this lifetime and my number one passion will always be the ability to carry the work I do anywhere I want to in the United States. There are some cities where tantra is well known and well received and other cities that are far more challenging such as New Orleans, Louisiana.
Let’s face it, this is a DRINKING town. People come here to let loose and this is one of the few cities that will allow anyone to walk around with cups of gargantuan sized lethal doses and quantities of alcohol so the fact that I exist here might not pique enough tourist’s interests because this city is known for stripping bars, great food, late night drinking establishments and of course casinos where you can win a lot or lose everything.

Why on Earth should anyone drop everything and come see me ? Well I can assure you during my sessions I work on tight areas first because sexual energy can only flow freely when your body is completely relaxed and muscle tension can and will inhibit your sexual energies from traveling where it needs to go.

Sexual energy can travel up towards the top of your skull or it can even travel downwards to your ankles and personally I feel the energy knows exactly where to go because if you have had old injuries anywhere in your body your sexual energy is going to go directly to that area of your body that needs some extra TLC.

Tender loving care is exactly what you will receive during any of my tantra ceremonies. Tantra is not simply a journey in arousal and testing your sexual boundaries; tantra is an exploration of you living completely in the moment and being aware of the weight of your body.
All tantra ceremonies involve a connection between me and you but also a deeper connection and link to your own body.

You will be made to be aware of the temperature of the room that we both inhabit and the feeling of my hands as I wander all over your body. You will be aware of the weight and pressure of your own body on the bed and you will be breathing deeply and slowly alternatively into your heart center and your abdomen as I touch you so you can feel energy open up where formally you were numbed out.

If all you do as a tourist is simply numb out by drinking you are missing you. You are missing the gentle nuances of energies and the subtle smells and tastes that bring about heightened awareness. You can numb yourself out when visiting New Orleans or you can spend some time getting to know your own body more intimately.

I enjoy teaching beginners how to breathe deeply for maybe the very first time of their life. We tend to breathe very shallowly as we get older. We become more self conscious and when we listen to others we might even stop breathing altogether. The central nervous system relies on proper breath to work properly and to sustain our bodies. If you constantly breathe shallowly this leads eventually to stress and over taxes your body. Little things and annoyances begin to bother you. Tantra yoga allows you to learn how to gain more control of the way you breathe and it sets a pace so that you feel you have more control and command over your nervous system and your body’s ability to heal.

Tantra massage is a very unifying, healing exploration in full body orgasmic bliss. We start with blockages in both your physical body and then your astral body. The focus is on healing and preparing you for extreme weightlessness and timelessness. A good session should feel as if you are floating and your natural breathing rhythm will set the pace so you feel as if time has never passed.

Share some sacred time during your next vacation. There will always be time enough for drinking but there is never enough time to learn more about your body’s natural abilities to heal itself.

Goddess Diana
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Tantra is cooperation and flexibility ♡❤♡

Tantra is not a rigid arena — Tantra is a playful seduction of letting yourself go without any self judgments and without any expectations. You say you want to become Tantric? Do you always have to have YOUR way or can YOU be more flexible and positive? Can you change your plans at the drop of a hat or are you always Wanting to control the people in your life?

The more we study and practice tantra yoga the more we realize it’s not about what we can get but what we can mutually learn from each other. I approach each tantra session as a mutual arena and opportunity for play. It is not about ME and it’s not about YOU– it’s about US.
We exchange energies therefore we learn what buttons to push or not to push. You have a chance to learn more about your body and how your body reacts to mutual healing and breathing.

We might not be able to breathe in and out at the same pace but once we calm our minds and slowly match our energies we can focus on how similar we are and we become ONE unit and one main source of SHARED energy. IN time the breathing practice will become so organic and natural to you that you won’t be thinking about having to breathe while receiving and giving touch; you will feel this natural desire to take in a breath of air every time you sense a reaction in your body.

I like to think of tantra yoga and tantra massage as a pure transference of energy and there is no need for control and there is no right or wrong way to touch because we make the rules as we share and participate together. I want you to give me feedback because I am NOT you but I deeply desire to get to know you as we share sacred space.

When you think upon the idea of sacred space truly there is no such law that states that sacred space MUST be in one’s home or sacred temple. I can make any space sacred with my intentions, focus and positive affirmations. We together Co Create sacred space with the intentions of combining our energies, our chakras and our hearts to create shared harmony and unconditional love.

You can spend time at your friend’s home and create Sacred Space simply by being filled with Gratitude. The act of being deeply grateful leads to openness and abundance because you are acknowledging the blessings of what you already have therefore you are attracting more love to you based on your open spirit.

No matter where you are and no matter what hotel you are in even when you travel on a plane you are in solely responsible for your outlook and your open heart. You can practice gratitude and self healing affirmations when you are in line at the bank!

Change your outlook on what a Tantra Ceremony must be or SHOULD BE because there is no wrong time to cherish yourself and honor your boundaries. Chant your first and middle name aloud and empower yourself in a mantra of a state of positive being. Shout out all your positive traits and why others should honor you and find you Sacred. We all have some wonderful qualities and we can take time out each day to call upon our higher power and acknowledge ourselves for our gifts. If we can recognize ourselves as being all powerful and capable of positive changes then we begin to really believe we can have anything we wish because we do deserve it!

Sacred Space is you. Sacred Space is any environment you experience and any locale you trespass. The magic is within you not the Temple Space itself. Be kind to yourself and be kind to your own Temple –your own physical body does so much for you already and be grateful for what you already have because we only have the present to enjoy!

Goddess Diana
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Be youthful (indefinitely) just engage in a Tantra Ceremony and Rejuvenate!

You saw the title and why would I have any reason to LIE to any of you! What is the Key ingredient we need to survive besides nurturing tenderness and water? Guess… it’s Oxygen!
I can’t help but notice that at the very closure of any of my tantra ceremonies my face is flushed and I am GLOWING as much as my client’s face. Apparently there is something right I am doing!

The key ingredient that makes a Tantra session profound is the act of BREATHING slowly and deeply into your heart while being touched and feeling pleasure. It’s not enough to be simply “aroused”. Anyone can be aroused just by staring at someone you find attractive or being touched in a very sensual and teasing way. The art of having profound waves of full orgasmic Bliss is by learning how to properly breathe the bliss EVERYWHERE simultaneously into your body while unconsciously absorbing some delicious energies.

Energy is more deeply felt when you can hypnotize your body into a state of trance. Trance mind is achieved when you QUIET your mind and fully focus on the weight of your body on your bed and focus on the temperature of your core, the temperature of the air around you and the sounds of musical chords or complete silence. No matter what you do the BREATH brings you back into your BODY and you are in the MOMENT.

Oxygen feeds our sexual energy and feeds our cells. It’s like a face lift when you feel so much joy and breathe so deeply you pulsate with aliveness and decrease years off your face. The act of breathing alleviates stress, disease, panic disorder and aging. Indulging in a Tantra massage is akin to going to a full day at the “Spa” and you will notice your aura is so much lighter and you will become a lot more approachable because your aura and your heart are more “open” to receiving.

You will attract more love to you. You will feel quietly calm and safe and you will feel young and vital.

Enjoy life and be touched!

Goddess Diana
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Are you following your passion?

Hello I can’t help but waking up feeling positive about life even though at times I wonder where I am headed! I try and make every city I visit my home so for right now while I am here in New Orleans, Louisiana I am considering this my home even if I leave in a month or two.
I don’t start every tantra session the same. Sometimes I feel someone might be so open we just sit in front of each other with our foreheads touching and breathing circular breaths together just so we can slow down and get a sense of being ONE person instead of two separate beings. I don’t always get that clear signal from someone and if so just a wonderful deep tissue massage starting with the shoulders and neck can be comforting enough for anyone to let down their guard.

Sometimes a couple will hire me or rather a really caring husband with wonderful intentions will want me to come over and work on his wife’s energy but we always have to respect the fact that the yoni must be healed only when the Goddess in question is safe, comfortable and ready to learn.

So I have a question for you! Are you living your passion? Most people who are passionate about the work they do thrive when it comes to relaxing and extra curricular activities because they have already possessed skills and enthusiasm in their day to day ritual. I find that most men or women who are in their complete power are very comfortable working with their sexual energy and most of the time they want their husband and wife to participate more in life which includes tantra massage and tantra sex.

I can instantly detect when a man or a woman is comfortable sharing their sexuality with me and they want a “tune Up”. We can learn from being in any situation and we can always get better at a skill when we possess PASSION. I am passionate. I wake up and remember all my dreams and share it with people on my face book page because I do want to learn and I do want to process anything negative or positive from my past and present.

If I am fully aware of what I need to learn I can be more present for you. Some people can try and relax and be present but they find it a deep challenge. Some people are embarrassed to express their needs even to someone they deeply love. Some people are afraid to give up the control and relax so they might smoke, drink, fidget, constantly check their cell phones for messages and pretty do anything BUT connect with their friends, their healer, or their close family members. This is cheating everyone. It’s cheating yourself if you avoid the NOW.

Being full present and accepting who you are NOW and trying new things without any sense of fear or judgement is a challenge but a challenge that is very important for you to achieve and meet head on.

Avoidance of being in the NOW is crippling. It’s like you are separating yourself and fragmenting yourself so every one if your life is only receiving and understanding a small part of you.

Tantra massage addresses the organic you, the sensuous you, the timid you, the ornery you, the relaxed you, the authentic you! When you receive a tantra healing it’s similar to peeling the skin off an apple. In order to get to the sweet, juicy meat of the fruit you have to be patient and peel away that tender outer skin that outer shell of you.

I hope to meet you where ever you are on your journey and maybe it will take a few more months or a few more years. The journey is about being Passionate and Accepting yourself and accepting unconditional love and healing touch from your partner no matter what you look like and no matter what your goals are.Valentino and Diana nudes

It is a beautiful Christmas and DO you Love yourself completely?

Funny I have this odd habit of reading poetry where ever I can find it. I can find poetry scribbled on art work at galleries; I can find poetry in the bathroom stalls written in night clubs and I find the saddest poetry on If I search for it. I read a sad little message today. Someone wrote the following… ” Bah humbug…I can’t wait for this day to be over…christmas without you ….”
Wow! I mean right now I am “dating” anyone nor am I in love with anyone or craving anyone I am just in “travel mode” which means I have the traveling jones and I am just grateful I am avoiding winter and the cold that comes with.
Being here in the now is where it truly is at. I am in the NOW today and I am in the NOW on New Year’s Eve and Yes I do have regrets and I do wish I could travel in this huge time machine and avoid making tragic mistakes I made when I was younger but I never regret spending holidays in serenity whether I am with people or by myself enjoying the company of my pets.
I guess I am lucky because I don’t have to have someone special in my life to feel complete although having a someone special is always going to be even more fun I just don’t understand why anyone would wish the day away if their loved one is gone for the holidays or they are in between relationships.
I am in a relationship with myself. As trite as that sounds I can find so many wonderful things to do like walk around the french Quarter and eat out with my dog just relaxing, taking photos of flowers and having random conversations with people I meet.

Tantra is about the NOW. Are you having a Good relationship with yourself NOW? I know some people are even afraid of going to a good play or movie all by themselves. Maybe they feel there is some stigma attached to be completely alone but it’s when you are alone that you are in the NOW. Consciously have that ongoing relationship with yourself. Are you only happy with a partner? Are you only happy in large gatherings where you know you will be seen?

I tend to be happiest when I have time to myself but SURROUNDED by people so if I wish to interact and be SOCIAL the option is there but if I wish to hide away and retreat and just take some steps away that option is there.

I love being alone. I only hope that if anyone reading this today is alone for Christmas they are finding ways to make this day special. What is so bad about being alone? Just place both hands around your heart center and send your heart a sacred smile. It’s okay to cry if you have to. Have a good cry if there is some trigger to this Holiday that makes you wonder about a lost love. Have that cry and get it out of your system… Hold onto your heart as you cry and send only unconditional love to that child inside of you that is misunderstood or ignored or treated unfairly.

You have the whole day to love yourself. You have the whole day to lick your wounds or create or destroy or let go of anything or anyone in your life that no longer brings you the joy and caring you deserve. Time to get rid of old habits or people that don’t appreciate you. We have gifts…appreciate any gift you have that consoles you whether it is a fondness for painting or literature or sports. Delve into anything that makes you feel comforted today. Today it’s not about how many lovers you have or how many friends invited you to parties. Today is about self awareness, self healing and self preservation. You can enjoy this day and be grateful that you are still on this journey to learn and grow and experience new arenas.

If today brought you pain be grateful because we learn from pain. If you ended up missing someone special then try and figure out what that person did for you that made you feel so loved. Can you send that same unconditional love to yourself without guilt?

Merry X-mas everyone! May you continue to heal any parts of yourself and accept your flaws without any embarrassment. flower etching

Tantra in New Orleans an opportunity to Re open new doors and explore

Tantra does not appeal to everyone. Some states are more open to trying this experience because they were conditioned differently and I believe everyone should try tantra yoga at least ONCE in their lifetime. I know there is always going to be fear associated with tantra yoga. Maybe you had one or two or three bad experiences with other people but did you ever stop to think your body might not have been able to handle the intense energies?

Before you decide to try a tantra healing ceremony you need to be honest with yourself. Do you have goals that you trying to establish for yourself? Do you want to pleasure your partner differently? Hold on a second there! If you honestly do not know the kegel muscle exercises and the breathing techniques that might halt your progress.

Let’s slow down for a minute. What if you only goal is simply to be authentically YOU? What if you decide YOU deserve to lay back, breathe, be in the moment and SURRENDER? How can you be able to give a tantra yoni healing to your partner if you yourself are too frightened of being the STAR in your own GALAXY?

YOU ARE A STAR AND YOU DESERVE TO SHINE!!! I always suggest people see me for my beginner’s tantra ceremony. Be honest with me and be honest with yourself! Are you on medication? Medication won’t get in the way of your enjoyment nor will it affect your ability to perceive your own energies. Medication might affect your circulation and blood flow so you might receive different results but you can still empower yourself and be more self aware and self confident when you see first hand what tantra yoga feels like running rampant in your body.

Some people get cold feet. They think this might ideally be something that will open closed doors for them. They feel tantra yoga is a gateway to bliss that will unlock some secret door. Here is the secret. You have all the keys to unlocking the door already even if you never engage in a tantra healing ceremony. When the time is right you will know. If your body is shut down however you can still receive SOME benefit from tantra but you might be more patient with yourself and set up mini sessions until you gain enough confidence to practice tantra with your partner.

The goal of tantra is NOT be a more masterful lover but the REAL goal is to enhance your abilities to perceive what energy is. We have stored energy all the time waiting to be explored. We want to learn techniques that will teach us how to trust in our abilities to be more sensate to energy.

We all experience road blocks. If everything were good all the time we might not explore other skills we have. We might not question our abilities. My ultimate goal is to of course enhance your ability to last longer in a sustained state of bliss and TO HELP YOU HEAL FROM THE INSIDE OUT!!!!

We all have an inner core. We were all born with special gifts. Tantra yoga is a way for you to travel inwards and expand your consciousness. Tantra is a weaving of energy and your interaction with other people. You can numb yourself out only for so long before your body starts to feel real, raw, physical pain. Day in and day out we have goals and the body endures only so much stress before you get tired and run down.

When you get judgmental, jaded and run down run don’t walk to your nearest tantra healer. The heart shuts down when it is not honored. If you feel yourself worrying constantly and wondering if you are ever going to achieve your goals that is the perfect time for a bit of reiki energy work and or some tantra work.

What people do not understand is that TANTRA YOGA and Tantra massage are valid modalities to charge up your energy. We are energetic beings having a RAW PHYSICAL experience on the EARTH plane. We need love , we need nurturing we need cuddling. Use your own raw, sexual power to heal all the chakras in your body! Tantra sexual energy is the most raw but simple act of self love and when you learn to connect your sexual power centers with all your chakras you find yourself becoming more open but more intuitive.

Compassion is something that we need to give ourselves daily. If you see yourself growing impatient with your friends or colleagues over the phone or in simple conversation that indicates to me that you have grown impatient with your own needs. When you feel deep compassion for yourself it shows in the way you communicate and in your touch.

I hope to see you in New Orleans, Louisiana. I am here for the winter season and I hope to be one of tantra guides on your journey no matter how short or how long.
It’s NOT the destination or how quickly you get there it’s about continuity, humility and compassion no matter where you are spiritually, physically and emotionally ♡❤blue door in uptown

Tantra and Traveling and Escaping out of yourself ♬♫♪

Diana retro harlow red couchHello everyone! Well since I left the city of Chicago October 1st I have been offering tantra in New York city, Boston, Cambridge Ma, and NOW I am in Indianapolis, Indiana on my way to head over to New Orleans, Louisiana. Life is about Journeying and having fun! How on earth will we ever meet new people unless we venture out of our comfort zones anyway?
I have been setting up sacred space, introducing new guests to tantra and enjoying new sights with my pets since October 1st. I am not a fan of winter so it was my personal decision to choose New Orleans, Louisiana to spend the winter season and hopefully get reintroduced to the culture there since I love historical architecture and the slower paced lifestyle of the South in general.
Boston was wonderful. I met so many kind and creative people in Boston and I do not regret venturing out of Chicago for these experiences. I do get scared when I leave Chicago since Chicago is what I KNOW and I have lived most of my younger life and adult life in the city without ever relying on a car. However I like to shake things up in my life and it gives me such a thrill to live on the edge like this.
Tantra is about taking chances and exploration. What defines YOU? Do you define yourself by your ability to make good friends or are you more of an Isolationist and you like to get things done for yourself without relying on others?
Tantra is a bit of both. Tantra explores WHO YOU ARE AND HOW YOU DEFINE YOURSELF! We grow as we explore our sensual nature. What ever it is that you are good at Tantra will improve the flow of your life because you learn to breathe and when you breathe you activate NOT just your sexual energy but you activate your intuition.
I can’t say everyone feels something the first time they see me for a session but most people who are sensitive to touch and energy will shift layers only on ONE session. I breathe and chant with my dog daily and I practice pranayama daily so when we concentrate on the the breath we are focusing on the present .
It is a challenge for everyone these days just to live in the moment. Sometimes people have a tendency to be on a very tight schedule when they see me. They might have to pick up a child at violin or soccer practice. Their phone might be left on just in case their partner has an emergency. I wish people could just let a little bit more when they see me. My sessions are reasonably priced but the information and experiences that can be experienced is profound if you can LET GO of all external influences, worries and thoughts.
Tantra YOGA is after all YOGA. This is not some random silly excuse to a sensual flirt or tease this is actual CONCRETE healing profound energy work and I want everyone to get the most out of our time together.
It’s not fair to you and it’s not fair to me to keep a cell phone on. You deserve a treat.
Tantra massage and Tantra Yoga are healing tools. I heal myself profoundly each time I give a session. Yes I might go through states of worry, anxiety and panic during the day but this is a normal progression when you are reaching to Bliss. Tantra massage and Tantra YOGA are bliss explorations. You Test YOURSELF. You keep pushing your comfort level on what you might wish to learn and explore. You learn more about yourself. You learn how to touch someone with true intention.
Some clients who visited me for Goddess Worship were under the false assumption that this work is easy. NO it’s not easy. You are going to learn how to breathe maybe for the first time in your life. You are going to learn how to breathe, slow down your pace with you r lover, touch with heart intention and honor your beloved. Goddess worship is about making your lover feel so special she is empowered and energy is released in a very positive flow that makes both of you feel more trust and relaxation. There is a shared glow, a shared trust, a shared love and devotion that follows.
I am here in the moment enjoying my 2 day stay here in Indianapolis and I intend to attract the right people who might appreciate me. If I don’t attract the right people then simply it was not meant to be but trust me I learned something anyway. This is the first time I drove in a car with a complete stranger who became a really good friend to me and my pets. Tyler picked me up in Boston just two days ago and he fit me, my belongings, my pets and pet food in his tiny mini cooper. He writes an online blog that involves his own personal journey and he is also a great web designer. Both of us were excited to travel on this journey together that will eventually end in New Orleans. We are both staying with his friends Bre and Leslie in Indianapolis and I have had so much fun laughing, getting a bit of work and simply walking my dog in a new neighborhood.
I have lead a Tantra lifestyle ever since I knew how to talk. What is Tantra to you? Tantra is energy it’s not some cute catch phrase for sexual awareness it is YOU. We have one life we have many lifetimes to uncover what we need and want. Just shake off your fears and be in the moment.
I intend to relish every moment. My intention for you is that you let go of your fears and be prepared to experience tingling, joy, shaking, fear, panic the whole gamut of who you are.
I hope I meet you where ever you are in your life. And I hope I continue to travel for many years to come and be in this field that brings me so much joy and challenges.
Goddess Diana
I even offer personalized phone readings if you can’t see me in person. Enjoy your life. Spend your days wisely and travel more. Travel outside. Try tantra yoga once and take a break from it for a while but I bet you when you reach out and try tantra again it will carry a different meaning for you.